Soloist! some deep shiet..

alright i was at the gym today watching this movie called the Soloist<3. it was a really good movie like no lie, it was really good. it was talking about this person that plays the violin, went from having a future, to being homeless. the reason was that he started hearing voices.

OK the reason i like this movie is that it connected from what i been thinking my whole life. The movie shows that even people with problems like mentally problems still need love.

This is what i think... even though a person is born with "problems" you cant think that you are better then them. you cant say they are crazy.. because of how they were born. People act like when you see a person with problems you will catch something.. no you don't. if you just give these people a chance to know them, to understand, to learn about them,then you will know how hard there life is. I admit that when i was younger i act like the people with problems, will give you this disease. I was Young and stupid but now over the years i grew up and i understand whats happening, i open my eyes and noticed that we are all the same.. we still are humans.. just a lil different, but i learn that we are still equal.Everyone only has one life. why cant we just put the difference aside and look at the bigger picture.. they still human beings.. no different then you. The thing in the movie that caught me was near the end, where this person still believe that they will and always be friends no matter what happen even though that person attacked him for wanting to help him. its hard to explain lmfao but if u watch the movie, you will understand. FRIENDSHIP is the key, if you think that being friends with people that is different, then you saved a life. Most people out there with a mental problem doesn't have much friends or none.But if you are the first person to be there friend, then they might feel like there belong in this world other then being looked different.. if you are able to connect to a person then you are able to connect with everyone. they might not remember stuff that happen, but if they just even have one friend, they will always have that in there heart. if they die with just even one friend, that one friend would put a smile in there face. i learn how to accept people that is different, i have some students in my job that is different, i treat them like they are normal beings.. i have some friends during my life time that is different, i treated them normal.. but can you?. no matter how different they are, they will always need someone in there life, someone that could give them a reason to have a purpose in life other then being looked at different, or being treated different. only if people will understand them.. then we wouldn't have a world full of bull shiet. i learn a lot from just my eyes by seeing whats going around, like people in trains, bus, streets, and schools. People treat them like they are crazy when u see someone different in the train or anywhere else. everyone need to look at the bigger picture that we are the same and equal in our own kind of way.. just because there different doesn't mean you understand them or know who they are.

i can accept them.. can you?

i wish!

NEED TO GO BACK TO SWIMMING.. maybe it can help me relax and so i can just swim away all the bullshiet i put up though this few months.

ahhh so many senior stuff to do this coming few months omg a mountain of paper work, collage work, work, and my life :T. i dont really feel stress out because nothing is really holding me down. did almost everything i gotta do. the thing that really stress me out is my personal life.

i keep stressing out about the future. where i wanna be and what i wanna do. but it seems that my own family have no faith in what i wanna do. but it doesn't mean im stop doing what i wanna do. the thing about this is how my aunts trying to control every single lil thing in my life trying to force me to do something i kind of dont wanna do. they ask me like what i wanna do but they just laugh thinking its funny.. but look at your husband working at a post office -.- my ass will make more then him if i continue lifeguard so she shouldn't be coming at me.They always try control my life wanting me to do what they want me to do. whats the point of living my life if i cant do what i want? why dont i just die then. but u know what FUCK THEM im doing what i want. Then i was just talking about tattoos where i want to get it and when. my aunt comes out of no where and said u getting it when your 24 and out of collage LMFAOOO FUCK U im getting it first year in collage dont care if my family yell at me. They act like i have no mine of my own.. but o well i guess when im out of ny for collage IF I CAN MAKE IT TO A SUNY im be different :).

AHHHHHH i wanna do so much stuff while im still young and i wanna travel around the world with my friends ^_^

ahh

ahh hb today at seward was a drain my legs was annoying i felt like runing but the legs didnt want to move so i force myself at the end my knee caps was in so much pain.

ahh need to get this collage crap over with and sat

ahh need get my check tomr

ahh need save up

ahh need pay to get in a suny Syracuse or oneonta!

ahh need to go gym


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

you guys are right.. its time for me to look for a girl :)

i gotta say for the past 4 days i been thinking at my gym lmfao that i actually want a girlfriend. but really shiet no asian lmfao its a MAYBE TO ME chances is really low but its harder for me to look for a girl other then asian thats why this year im changing my dressing style, hair,my personality, and who i am :). but yesterday me and conroy was just talking at his home about how i have to find a girl lol nigga going mad hard on me :( nah i really like that. i want a friend who isnt scared to tell me what they think i'm not gonna yell or anything lmfao i just wanna hear your opinion ^_^. nah but conroy been on me really hard lmfao i'm trying though LMFAOOO. then today ernest was talking to me while walking to ec about finding a girl i'm like yea i know.. i wanna try going bay 8th LMFAOO. then simon the other day and the past few months agree with me about finding a girl and shiet :).ALL JOKES A SIDE THIS YEAR I'M GONNA TRY IF I DONT THEN GOING GAY ^_^

Update of my life! 8===D

Alright gotta say so far my school year is easy smooth like a babies ass :D

leave school at 11:30 everyday expect wenesday at 2:24 w.e halfway everyday lmfao
then sometimes gym, then work!

omfg gotta say the girls there are pretty good looking all Asian -.- expect for one but other then that i dont feel anything from them? like attraction to me they are just normal girls. WHITE GIRLS OMG BANGING! lmfao alot of them in city hall omg got me sweating LOL jk!. other then that i say some of the girls in ps 130 is fucking hot and cute! they all older then me LMFAOOOOO like 22? 21? i think around there. but i think the only girl that catches my eye sight WENDY!<3 shes 21 lmfao cant mess with her out of my lead lmfao but no lie she is like the nicest and sweetest person. the only girl at cpc that came up to me introduce herself to me<3. i wanna find a girl like that! confidence!. i was shock that she went up to me that was a cute moment lmfao gonna remember that moment for forever!. shes is pretty though ^_^ Any way lmfao set for the whole year job school gotta get ready for collage wanna go for business but mad ppl is going for that.. but i have a different field that i am mostly interested in MUSIC you can laugh at me all u want and no im not gonna sing rap or anything shiet like that. Music as in production, management mostly production. thats why i wanna go California because i believe there's a bigger chance for me to do it big there!.

Tattoos!
like i said gonna get a few while in collage first year or second don't give a fuck what anyone says.. i want tattoos because its something that i can cherish in my body not to look cool! and the tattoos i have will have meaning to it u wont see a tattoo in my body that dont ^_^ mom was like why u doing all these things? lmfao i ill be 20 once im in collage a adult now! then shes like alright fineeee u can get it when your at second year of collage LMFAO u funny mommy 1st year LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


Mommy
i love my mom a lot like all boys do. my mom works her ass off everyday nonstop no fucking lie nonstop 7 days a week monday-friday 8-5pm? Saturday and Sunday 6-9.. u tell me is that cazy or what? she pays for bills and shiet thats why i have my own job so i can support myself with clothes and everything and sometimes give my mom someone when shes not being a dickhead to me lmfaooooooooo<3 i respect a few ppl and one of them is my mommy becasue she works her tosian ass off for 3 sons and farther. dad hes a bum.. somewhat i guess.

GirlFriend!!!!

alright so my mom asked me a few times why dont u have a gf? i said idk. but inside i feel kind of lonely u know? i do want a gf but these girls in ct kind of lost faith for... i have my reasons lmfao ask me why!. alright since my mom dont care if i have a gf now -.-'' i also made a promis to my nigga CONROY!!! that i will try my best to find a girl maybe non Asian! i actually dont want a asian gf :D not asian but chinese lmfao Korean and japanese IM DOWN!. alright real talk i told conroy that i wanna find a gf so me him and amy would chill together like go on trips ^_^ but its hard for me to find a gf becasue i dont open up to ppl... i stay quiet idk why but i think its becasue im a extreme shy person. i dont talk often to ppl except to some ppl mostly boys. but some girls i am cool with like lay wah! amy! annie!. Other then that iam going to try go different places to meet ppl starting from work! gotta get to know them! then when spring comes travel?!?! i will go brooklyn u know chill hb i guess thats how i meet ppl! to find a Chinese girl there ^_^ it might be different then ct girls. i just needed to open up more to girls! this year i will..

:)

alright! today was a good day lol left school at 11 30 like always eat chill at jacks IRIS GOT MY KEYS!!! lmfao but the best part was work becasue i was walking up with my class and this girl which was a cpc teacher who tap me and said Frankie right? i said yea ( while smiling) she and me shakes hands she goes like iam wendy (smile a lil laughing) and said why no one introduce them selfs ( laughing) OMFG MY DUMB TOSIAN ASS had this stupid ass face nodding up and downing saying yea.. and walked a way SOMEONE SLAP THE SHIET OUT OF ME PLZ! plus i think shes like 21? idk but shes looks pretty though ^_^

>:)

had a blast at queens with family party ^_^ was good! mad food!

alright i really want my lifeguard check -.-'' but i dont need it though lmfao. but angel told me i am getting a check this week O.O so to checks lmfao but idc though i chould wait not really in a rush to get money to buy shiet. but iam start saving money for collage and tattoos ^_^ my whole family thinks tattoo is bad -.- and told me to get it when iam out of collage -.- whats the point! it dont matter becasue either way i am gonna have tattoos in my body mine just get it over with. ok i am tried as hell been going gym nonstop but i am taking this shit seriously because i wanna get stronger and skinner! need grow out my hair again -.- lmfao

:)

dam felt like i havent been blogging been mad busy!.

i am so happy i got a job! and the best part is i only work for 3 days a week. the other two days i go gym which is the best schedule ever! i really dont wanna work all 5 days not fun lol. but the good thing is i am getting 10.20 a hour! i was like dam!!! i thought i be getting like 8-9 dollars a hour but w.e either way is good!. But i kind of want a different job that is in soho! omg i wanna work there in a clothing store ^_^. but w.e this is a good job. CUT MY MOHAWK OFF!! i shouldn't have lols.. looking like shiet being bald. Guess fish was right, now i gotta wait until it grows out. The little kids in my class keep touching my HEAD!!, they go like its so smooth LMFAOOOO. OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i c so many good looking girls at iss? i think i know they not in cpc and iss start tomr -__- i wanna see the girls ^_^ but i see my iss teacher when i was around 10 or 11? she was like FRANKIEEEE OMG! lmfaoo she was like u getting old -.-. lmfaooo but yo she looks mad good! omg shes sexy though no lie but i think shes like 28? but dam she looks nice though!. any way iss girls are banging! Dam! i look like a freaking dick head with his bald head lmfao!. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dam! GYM missed 3 days not cool i been kind of getting annoyed since i havent been in the gym but i have this kind of addiction of working out ^_^.
But i am go thursday, friday, and the weekends for now on maybe after work to :)


soo thats it! Work and gym!

SWOOSH NAIL THE INTERRVIEW

LMFAOOOOOO so today alex said ms lee called and told us we got in so i though this nigga was playing around lmfao but he wasnt. after my brother gaved me the card to the gym me and fish went to pack up and then we went to 130 to comfirm the job and OUT OF NO WHERE SHE SAID YOU ARE GONNA BE INTERVIEW HOLYSHIET! i was like O.O fish was like O.o lol but i wasnt nervous or anything becasue i was READY! BRING IT MOTHERFUCKER! i NAIL THAT SHIET! i had od good eye contact!, smiled, laugh a lil THX TO HENRY STREET! JOSE AND VANCE<3 love them both for helping me get ready and shiet but that was last year they told me what and what not to do i BOMB THAT SHIET! but one thing i messed up was asking questions lmfao should have ask some! AHHHH anyway from the interview it look like she likes me.. ^_^ of what i can do!. LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FISH FAILED! LOL nigga was like uhhh.. um.. lmfao nigga didnt know anything good to say. i cant blame him it was his first interview but this nigga lmfao FAILED!!!! for the interview i was going deep! she ask me a question i forgot but my answer was i want the kids to understand who i am and that i grew up the same life as them struggling in school and to take it easy and dont be stress out in school :) and some other shiet i came out of no where lmfao! but chill what i said about struggling its all true though i really want the kids to understand that we are the same.. struggling with family,school,money this ain't no joke..i wanna lead a path for the kids to a better future.. i also want them to understand that school is important but dont let hold u down :) i deadass hope my school schedule let me leave early then i got the JOB!. ok now its down to alex and conroy, she said only 2 of us well be hired...for conroy i am not sure whats up with his schedule if he can make it or not becasue nigga go to school kind of far. BUT BIG HEAD i think he got this, he know what to do and anything, he got this shiet. only 2 of us are gonna be hired.. so i am gonna see what happens from there! I WANT THIS JOB its light! work three days then 2 days off! becasue i deadass wanna go gym afterschool... ITS ALL GOOD IN THE HOOD!

Ready!

alrightyyyyyy brought my shiet, ready for school. but missing two pair of jeans, hoodies, jackets. other then that i am good!. gotta find the job well basiclly waiting for iss from ps 130 to call me lmfao. yoo today it was not my day lmfao.

Brought these pills that chould help me lose weight? idk went to gnc brought these pills that i been researching for 3 days now. it suppose to help u sweat more, give more energy so u can workout more. i am try it out becasue i wanna drop weight well, not really just wanna get cut up :), iam try it out!

Tony lam<3 LMFAO nah but like he said GYM IS FAMILY!

WHO GIVES A CRAP!

DOES IT MATTER?

who gives a fuck for real.. lets have a talk guys :)

MAN THE FUCK UP! does it matter if they find out? who gives a crap? u got one life make the best of it. yea yea i know ppl gonna say o why u doing it? u wanna look cool? no we do it becasue our life are fucked up with stress. well i am but other then that WHO CARES IF THEY KNOW DAM.. i get that you dont wanna ppl to find out becasue they gonna judge you.. listern leave the bullshiet last live your life first. Does it really matter if they judge you? u can judge them back WHO CARES DAM . I DONT CARE! dam.. we are aging once we get older have a family then u have a excuse.. shiet were still young so live it up! omfg just do what u wanna do, let nobody stop u from living your life!.

Just leave the bullshiet behind, hype your life to the fullest!

i leave the bullshiet behind like Girls,family,and Friends shiet happens just need a break from your life :)

WTF IS THIS! FUCKING ASSHOLES

FUCK HENRY STREET

FUCK TASC

FUCK CAMP HENRY

FUCK TASC AND HENRY STREET

FUCK CAMP HENRY

FUCK ME!

so i just got a call like 10 minutes ago. Some guy said my check this friday is being pushed back to 2 weeks from now? SUCK MY DICK! they think this is a game?!?! first you delay pay for my check now u push the biggest check to two weeks? WTF Does it look iam laughing? is this the face of being happy right now >:I no thats the face of someone gonna cry like a lil bitch if u dont give me my MONEY 2 WEEKS MY ASS I RATHER SUCK SOME DICKS FOR 2 WEEKS LIL ASSHOLES. i hope! this is some kind of a joke niggas in henry street plays to much!. NOT laughing no more! the only thing is holding me down is the extra check i am getting from henry street thats it BUT NOW THEY SHOULD BURN TO HELL!.

Live up the Hype!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH been focusing on gym lol been going day after day but today was a day off so tomr gotta work out!. i been doing research on working out stuff like protein crap from what is the best thing i should drink that help with building muscles. then i was looking at these pills that can help weight loss so i was reading the reviews, questions and answers to it gotta say it looks like it work so i am going to go buy it on Saturday of friday when i go to the gym. lol

ahhh school coming up -__-




LIVE UP THE HYPE!

c9 up! Screw asian girls, Conroy And Amy

Friday! will be the day we gonna c9! this time we gonna try it for 4 days straight lmfao i think thats to much but we might do it like 2 days.

ahhh what can i say? Gonna move on, not gonna let this one girl hold me down when theres like thousands of girls out there in Ny lol, Same shiet happens to me w.e i get to learn from this experience but its all good because now i know for sure that i will most likely not have a relationship with a asian girl not asian but like cantos, fj, mando i wont go for. BUT tosians,Korean<3,Japanese<3 WHERE U GIRLS AT?!!? need more of them like this in Chinatown lol but i know this one girl name lizzane? half korean/half spanish from camp henry shes FUCKING CUTE and Pretty not even gonna lie if i have a chance at her I AM GO FOR IT!. Basically Iam done with asian girls, they dress the same, most of them act the same, and look the same LOL. I love having asian girls that are friends but that is about it i wont go any further :). I still like asian girls but not as alot then i use to, eh it really depends who they are that's about it. i swear if i have the chance of going to collage in California, Omfg u aready know its gonna be mad fun becasue CALIFORNIA GIRLS ARE UNFORGETTABLE!. i am still young so fuck all this bull crap that i been doing all these years chasing only for one girl and finding out something happen later on. I am done with the "Games" they play they act like boys dont know whats going on LOL we got eyes!. i just wanna date like a regular guy just date different girls and see what happens from there. Dont say that i am being horny and shiet because i am not i just wanna be free and date or just have fun. 18 is still young but i feel old LMFAO but w.e One girl is not gonna hold me down, not gonna sit back and think about her and feel depress FUCK YOU! i learn and know better thanks to my friends. Yo omfg waiting for conroy to turn 18 so we can go clubing! LOL u know dance with girls then have some fun U KNOW U KNOW wake up the next day feeling like a whole new man! LMFAOOOOOO. Conroy is a good guy well not to be but i love this nigga we kind of think a like just different taste in girls i think lol. SO AMY BETTER TREAT HIM GOOD MAKE SURE HES HAPPY AND HEALTH ^_^. Nah but all jokes allside i am happy that CONROY AND AMY is going out ^_^ amy is FUCKING COOL! and conroy is a dickhead LOL jk i love you man! but u guys do look nice together happy for u guys hope u and her last forever ^_-. YOU SEE CONROY I WROTE SOME NICE SHIET ABOUT U :D.Okkkk back to girls i wanna be in a commited relationship, so after u read this dont call me O hes a player, or a horny ass nigga, Ummm no i am not i just wanna live my life have fun find that special someone who gets me. NO I AM NOT GAY i act gay and stuff BUT NO NOT GAY LOL but i gotta say there is some good looking guys though NO HOMO JUST SAYING!. Ah i really wanna leave NEW YORK FOR COLLAGE wanna go either California or Mami!!!!. THEM OMFG TATTOS ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont know why my mom keep complaining about it BUT FUCK HER ONCE IAM OUT IAM GETTING TATTOOS but i love u mama Huang<3 but your son will be having a few tattoos LOL. OK to SUM UP DONE WITH THESE BULLSHIET GAMES GIRLS BE PLAYING gonna be myself live my life to the fullest not letting ANY girl bring me down NEVER!. Dont need a girl that doesn't take me for real.. they can just go play there lil game with other guys becasue this time i am going for a mature girl/ Non Asian LOL.

PEACEOUT! WHAT I AM I DOING o I AM DOING ME( no homo shiet like jerking off i dont do those) :)

Lay Wah

if your reading this lay wah its gonna be long so keep up lol


Lay wah what else can i say? we go wayyyyyyyyyy back to middle school when the first time i saw u, it was when i taught u were a animal.But now u look worst LMFAOOO JK!. nah but the first time i knew u was when i went out with my first gf and today u still try convincing me to go back to her.. lol for the 500th time i am not gonna go back to her! u know why :P. okkk now we at Highschool freshman year was when me and u became friends. i remember we spent sometime talking at freshman year. Then in 10th grade we got a little bit closer lol we make fun of each other, had fun talks, and u touching me places that was a no no LOL. i remember when u cry out of no where for no reason and i was there asking u what happen? why u crying? are u alright? tell me what happen? your response was " i am crying for no reason" -__-. Then the following week u cry again for no reason..i was about to slap u!, trying to eat my lunch while watching u cry for no reason..but it did get me though i felt kind of depressed watching u cry iam not even gonna lie i cried a lil lmfao call me gay or not but its not fun for me watching someone i love alot cries but she cried for no reason.OK moving on to 11th grade!! we got even closer..deeper in to my feelings. you was the first person that i ever open up to. that i actually gave u everything i felt everything i want to say i told u. you understand who i am more then anyone, more then conroy, alex, Fish,Danny and these are the people who been in my life for 7 years? lol. i knew that if i open up to you i would get help from a girl that gets who i am. i wouldn't tell conroy and them because i dont really believe he will give me the help i need.. lol but i still love him! like my 4th brother across the street lmfao. ok back to lay wah LOL in 11th grade was the year where i want a person to understand how i really feel. how i want to change, how depressed i got over the years, how i wanna find that one person that i can connect with. you get me like no one else. During spring we got even more deeper because we started to go eat with each other and talk about stuff that was important to me. you are the only girl in my life that i can talk to nonstop about things that u care and things that matter to both of us.. as spring end and it was summer that was when i knew that you made a big change in my life, you basically change ME lol, of who i am, i learn a lot from you. Thanks to you i been a different person.. iam glad that i chose you to open my feelings to. you were different then all the girls i know..lol we bond so much i feel like i have a sister in my life<3. you helped me understand feelings of girls and guys, it was like taking another class LMFAO. in the summer we only saw each other twice.. thats not good lol i have alot of stuff to talk about when we meet next week on suday? idk iam call u lol. but i have this feeling that 12th grade is when i finally get to change and show u and the people i love that i improve as a person :D. i feel like your my angel..gay LMFAO but i feel like u are, because u are always there when i need u to talk about personal stuff lol i like that a girl that i can count on not a girl that just tells everyone.. i knew when i open up to u, its gonna stay between me and you lol, BUT U STILL TELL PPL LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. When we talk for the past 2 years lol u know everthing about me and i know everything about you. you know the type of girl i want and i know the type of guy u want!. i feel so relaxed and free when iam with you lol i dont get this much when iam around girls becasue i am extreme shy to talk to girls and guys to lol, but around u its different its like being with my family but i gotta say u understand me more then my family lol i always wanted u as a sister but were not the same i am TOSIAN REPRESENT!LOL. ok down to the deep stuff i will always love you! ^_^ i dont get why people say we go out when u got different taste in guys like new guy every month LMFAOOO!!!! nah but i am not the type for her and shes not the type for me we both know that lol. i will always need u in my life until the day i die.. i will always be there when u need me or when i need u with open arms. i will die if anything happens to you of when u cry for a reason LOL. i will miss u a lot if we go to different collage! but i wanna go California to for collage :P. your my best friend! nah chill.... YOUR MY SISTER!.


You get me i wish i can find a girlfriend that is like you BUT BETTER GOOD LOOKING! LMFAO i am being fucked up right now lmfao SORRY LAY WAH! u aready know this LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AFTER U READ THIS LAY WAH DO NOT SAY HER NAME! I SWEAR! LMFAOOOOOOO

ps LOVE YOU BIG SIS!

Done with work ^ _^ now GYM ALL DAY!

Finally done with work TY! next week we getting paid two checks! WHAT! ^_^ loving it but not sure if they gonna pay us this last three weeks of check becasue its gonna be BIG but w.e we getting a extra check so iam good :D.

GYM! love it gonna go everyday next week

Shopping next week

gonna hangout and relax next week!

Get closer with my friends Next year LMFAO jk next week!
but nobody take me seriously lol


So lay wah im me the other day yelling at me why i blog about conroy more then her LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i dont even blog about conroy! lol but iam blog about her maybe in a hour or later so she CAN SEE WHAT KIND OF BEST FRIEND I AM ^_^

2 MORE DAYS OF WORK TY!

2 more days YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i was od happy that i went to henry street to check my time sheet to see if they put in my hours. She said i didnt sign my name on it i was like holyshiet that scared me thank god i signed it i guess iam getting good money next friday ^_^ and then another check 2 weeks later!!. iam glad end this summer in a good way.

ALRIGHT i missed 5 days of WORKOUT #@%!#%@#%@ thats insane! after this friday iam start going everyday lol. my brother has a gym addiction LMFAO nigga go nonstop i have a lil bit of gym addiction because it gets me hype up when i workout :D

AHHHH i wanna end this summer in a blast next week! listen i dont care what they say anymore dont know why ppl are so annoy with it... iam just gonna do it dont really give a shiet accept me or leave me thats all there to it. C9 Up!


OK i hand in my resume with the 3 of us to ps 130<3 my school! iam hope that i get in becasue i need a job during the fall.. i hope i get in lol angel making mad good money!!! this summer she worked for about 2 weeks and got about 600 DOLLARS!!!!!! CRAZYYY HOLYSHIET GODLY!

We up in the sky

...HATE This JOB

work was ok to me it was dumb boring becasue the kids in my class are mad retarded not like those kind of retarded but acting like little dick heads the whole day is to much for me. These two chinese kids mad annoying keep making the same dumb face all over again and acting like they crying and shiet i was like omfg i wanna go back to lifeguarding lmfao.

Anyway TASC better mess up my last check and my time sheets becasue these little assholes been messing up with my last two checks i think its henry streets fault wtf is going on man.. the last check should be big for me becasue they didnt pay me the fully amount from the last check it should be around 700 something from these last 3 weeks and another 120 from my last check that iam missing i be complaining about it to the bosses and they said its either u miss up with the timesheet iam like i out w.e u said on it and gaved it to u wtfrankie! iam like omfg... then she made my day by saying u might be getting back 3 checks the biggest check is next week, a extra check from henry street, and maybe another check depending on what happen on our timesheet.

w/e i hope its at least 600 something my last check..

Asian Girls..

Alright i saw something that i wasnt suppose to but it got me mad..


what i saw today got me tight but iam not gonna get mad over this becasue i should had saw this coming but i guess i got played and used for no reason.. and its a asian girl. i guess they keep finding ways to push me away from like them, i been kind of stop liking them but what she did shocked me i thought we had something but until i find out whats been happening.. iam done with asian girls mostly them cantno girls.. sick of them. i hate how u can use a guy when girls be saying guys use girls only for sex..bullshiet u act like girls that do that to and dont teaser u and then trick u in to like them and then find out something else.. i dont asian girls.. i hate being in relationship with one. i would have a asian girl friend but not a gf unless i think she and i can have a relationship where we can talk and stuff. W/E u push me away from likeng asian girls now iam done

FUCK THIS JOB

WTFRANKIE is going on!

got paid today and was not happy was not at all got less then my last check BULLSHIET i work 18 hours a week two weeks is suppose to be 36 hours and my taining was a extra 4 hours suppose to be 40 hours wtf is going on... i got paid 35 hours u for real? lossing alot of money.. and they take tax! FUCK YOU TASC alex and my brother got paid almost 400! like a few dollars away.. are u for real? like i thought this gym and the paid was the same but they keep bullshieting and lieing to us.. do they think this is a game? i dont think so becasue i go work every fucking day do some shiet never messed a day and i get paid this amount? bullshiet went to the head boss today and was compaining and he told me to get a copy so i did and gaved it to him he said to come back on monday and talk about it.. iam not even in the mood right now u wanna talk about it? we did that the last check and they said i was getting my hours back and i didnt get shiet and u wanna talk again? no.. i wanna see results i wanna see like 500 dollars in the check, then we check but right now FUCK u guys for messing up our check

fuck my boss to! she gave us 3 days to work and two days off wtf why cant she just make us junior consulars for the two days so we can get paid the same but no iam sick and tried of this.. stand up in the fucking sun for 6 hours and get paid this much and other ppl get over 300 bullshiet working as a lifeguard there is nothing but cheap labor.. working at ymca is different but this is bullshiet. our checks always look small compare the other tasc ppl i swear they are ripping us off not even a joke how our boss said its the same when they almost reach a 1000 and we are still around 600.... and they got over time wtf man i swear we should be getting a exta check this is bullshiet. its not me that is companing like a lil bitch right now its ever lifeguard at camp henry this not a good job never lifeguard there everyone in tasc should kiss every lideguards ass.

iam done working as a lifeguard for camp henry suck dicks should never be a lifeguard at camp henry they fuck up your hours.

SUCK MY TICK CAMP HENRY AND TASC

GREAT DAY fucked this lil kid up lmfaoooooooo

alright before i talk about me and this lil kid fighting iam talk about how fun today was.

SHIET was awesome!!!! me and conroy went to this water ride where theres 3 tunnels and i think the yellow or blue one was the fasteset but went on the orange one becasue the other 3 was full so conroy went to the orange one then i went shiet was mad scary!!! SO EXCITING! it was turning like od left to right mad fun! then went to this other ride which the line was faster it took us like 10 minutes to get to the top becasue the lifeguards there didnt give a shiet they were like keep going LMFAOO so conroy went on the blue one since the other two was full.. so i went after conroy YOO u cant see shiet when u went in fucking awesome!! it was mad dark all u here is water crazy so after that we went back on top lmfao and went to the white one the fastest one that shiet was THE BOMB! it was shorter then the blue one but yoo it had this huge slide that u slide off and then water splash at u DAM it was nice!. then after that it took me like 30 minutes convincing conroy to go on roll coasters nigga is a pussy at first abd then i wanted to go on the crazy organge one where it had mad turns but this nigga was like chill lets go to the little hourse crap that turns around LMFAOOO gay shiet! then we went on this water shiet!!! MAD CRAZY od water it was like raining on u. then u go to the bride and wait for the boat to come down i was like yo that shiet looks like fun.. then the boat came down and BOOM it look like a fucking wave coming at u i was like o shiettttttttttttttttttttt! it was like od water attacking u awesome lmfao. then went on this ride which pulls u up and then pulls u down yo that shiet was mad cool! me and conroy was screaming like od! lol then when it hits back all the way on top it stops for like 2 seconds and then it comes back down! omg my chest was hurting! then the last ride was the best!!! i mean it was the tallest and best ride of the park! it goes all the way up and u can see the view of the park then..... it comes douwn falling holy shiet it keep going up and down!. thats it for the park

ok this lil cocky ass kid from BGR thinks hes tough so i was playing fighting with him and he comes out with Blow for Blow? i was like wtf is that so then i was like o we take turn punching each other. this nigga conroy was about to punch him becasue he was talking mad big and shiet so i slap the shiet out of him LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO like 4 times? lmfao he got od tight!!!! the kid was like iam fight u i was like ok then i slap him again LMFAOOOOOO i was laughing but this nigga was dumb serious and he had to leeave becasue this school is there so he gotta get off the bus he was like no iam fight him first LMFAOOO i was laughing and said go ahead and the consular was like what are u doing? to the kid and was like lets go and the kid was like shut up to him and the consular was like u better go before i stomp u in your chest LMFAOOO nigga conroy was about to beat the shiet out of this kid but the kid wants to fuck me up lmfao i was having a fun ass time!.

Alright the kid is Hispanic and he thinks hes tough. OK i know i wont hurt a lil kid but if he was like my age i will fuck this nigga up iam sick of this hispanic and black ppl that be trying to fuck ppl up and talking shiet to someone in the street when there in a group idc about that but if u wanna fight and shiet iam down with that but if it was me getting jump by a group iam gonna try fight back or run but if i have a weapon i will fight back i dont care if they get stab or not. but these niggas be by them self and dont do shiet they are pussy like that thats the truth they are only tough when there in a group but alone they just walk by pussy as niggas. i will fight one on one no weapons just hands like a ture man on man fight.
but nope ppl gotta take the pussy way out but w.e they are not tough they are pussies that hide themselves.
:D

Crazy

Dam! so much crap to do this week been really tried holy shiet gotta wake up early tomr and get ready to go to work. Dourney park!!!!!!!!!!! Cant wait our boss told us we can go on rides with the kids but we cant be seen like were having fun LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WTFrankie is that? fuck that iam be having mad fun and shiet laughing with the little kids. i really love them kids..gonna miss them a lot :)

ahhhhhhhh friday is pay day WOOOOOOOOOT and my interview so i gotta get that ready and iam work on my shiet and gonna nail this interview because i want a dam job for school!


^_^

good day GOT MY OWN STEP

went to sesame street! ^_^ holy shiet the bus ride was dumb long.. and was standing up for like 4 hours in the dam heat it was crazy because the kids get to go on the rides and we have to watch out but we got a few chances to go on the ride but this nigga conroy took my chance of going to the rubber duckie ride >:I but i get to go on the roll coaster ride with my nigga peter! slept like a baby when heading back to ct these kids are mad annoying lmfao keep asking me how many hours left? how many hours left? every 10 seconds lmfao about to slap them! JK love them even though they were annoying me.

Thursday Donery park!!@$@$%@#% cant wait this time we get to go on the rides with the kids! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT mad excited!


Roger that!

iy iy iy

SOOOO woke up made late like at 10:15 DAMMM mad late for brookyln. so i took the wrong train this morning lmfao took the d train i thought it was going to where i was suppose to go so i was like screw it went to Coney island and then took the q train back and got off ave u called fish up and told him i was coming over. so was just chilling at his home then ernest came over and we just chill. i taught he was going to bowling with the seward ppl, me and fish wanted to say hi to everyone becasue i havent see anyone for like a week? and fish only saw me, conroy and ernest when he just came back form china. Then ernest found out it was cancel? idk so we just chilled talk and look at the stuff he brought back from china. fish has these earphones that are like beats by dr dre i guess some cheap shiet LOL it has a star like the superhero captain america lmfaoooooo but shiet is good, his farther was talking to me and i didnt know lmfao!!!!! then simon and fish was like yo!!! he was talking to u LMFAOOOOOOOOOO shiet had me laughing.

Dam busy busy week nonstop working holy shiet.. w.e we getting paid for it and iam be hanging out with the kids CAMP Henry<3 301! but i wanna hang out with bgr the getto kids they call me CHI CHI LMFAOOOOO

summers endin... dam! hate school but w.e miss my friends and classmates there mostly black friends lmfao all i hear is where my Chinese food at? that's all i hear everyday LMFAOOOOOO but i love them<3

CHI CHI OUT! LOL

BOOKLYN AND THE GYM

hahaha so today me and fish went to the gym work out like a normal day but nigga Simon was stugging little skinny ass nigga having trouble LOL. Cant blame him because hes in china for like two months lol but hes gonna get stronger in no time! i have faith in you!. ALRIGHT iam FINALLY heading back to BROOKLYN! gonna vist my cousin maybe if he is there haven't see this nigga in 5 months? cray.. then gonna head over to fish home and just chill lmfao. i feel so relaxed in brooklyn or in the gym idk why but Chinatown been giving me alot of stress from how i live to how the environment is. i love ct but shiet is boring and i gotta spread my wings and fly to different areas NYC is big boi! Brooklyn is really fun and relaxing!! idk why i think because when i was little i travel to Brooklyn alot lmfao because i use to live at queens which is garbage i still love it though because my grandparents still live there. iam start going places that alot of asians go to BAY 8Th! and other hb areas time to find a new home to settle!. Cant wait to go back to school lol idk why i hate it so much! but i wanna start bonding with my school friends mostly black ppl lmfao. Working out is really fun omfg its like this hype i get for pushing myself more and more everytime i go there. ^_^ LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Fish was like u kindy of got skinnier THANK YOU work my ass off lol then he said your the bottom side of your stomach is still fat LMFAOOOOOOOOO THANK YOU fish is gonna push me more and more but ty! for saying that i gotta put more work in to it! LETS GO HYPED UP!

what my black friend always says BROOKLYN WE GO HARD! LOL



" Either you in tha huddle,Or you out the huddle"

Loving Fish! Kids call me Chi Chi! lmfao

went to work today BGR<3 FUCKIN FUN played like 5 games of pool against the kids mad funny niggas be cheating and acting like i dont know! when the ball roll down hole it makes a loud ass sound and they dont think i hear it when iam watching ppl play ping pong lmfao!!!!!. The kids in the class call me Chi Chi LOL but they wont belive me so they asked Conroy and the other 2 lifeguards and they gave me some weird as names LMFAO
After work i went and meet up with fish walked to 14 st and did some catching up.^_^ we talked did some gay shit brought some shiet and just chill. i swear this nigga came back looking the same skinny as hell WTFrankie! and white as hell. nigga wants to go gym with me so i was like yea sure iam get u pumped up!. Anyway iam glad hes back now i get to have a partner at gym so i can push myself even more! but i wont have time to think about stuff since i be laughing and joking around when i have someone to workout with expect my brother because he be doing mad shiet and be going hard. but iam push simon till he cant feel his body tomr. iam sick of tried of playing around in gym its all business now u either go hard or go home that's it.

AHHHHHH next week.. c9!


Loving gym its like my second home lols i want winter to come back! because there's nothing to do but GYM GYM GYM

Roger That Peace

FISH is back

YES omgfg thank god hes back because now we can do stuff together! with ernest to like chilling at brooklyn! 3 way! lmfao. nah but iam glad hes back now its time to have some fun take some sat classes with him and look for jobs. glad hes back though!

EXCITED Sesame street and dorney park!!!! next week! for work -.-

OMFG MAD EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! next week we got a whole week of work so no rest.. but i don't give a shiet because its sesame street and dorney park!!! but we have to work LOL so all we do there is stand there and watch out for the kids but its ok because we get to have fun after 12? i guess OMFG gonna have so much FUN with the henry street kids<3 love my unit 2a 2b mad funny kids i have a little brother there called Devlin LOL nigga has a long mohawk!!! and my son is in a different group his name is jaylen<3 hes like black or spanish mix??? idk but his eyes is like light yellow mad cute i get lost in his eyes sometimes LMFAOOOO HOMO!!!. anyway thats i love jaylen and devlin!! and iam be taking the bus with them WOOOOOOOOOOT. i just cant wait!!!!!! i have a feeling its gonna be mad fun! but iam make sure no one gets hurt or dies!.. if that happens i blame myself and its gonna hunt me until i die. Thats why iam trained and ready if anything happens ALSO i download this application on my ipod called CPR LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO it has all the stuff i learn from lifeguarding but iam study just incase. so iam just study on the bus to the parks and be ready. GET AT ME LIFEGUARD FRANKIE HUANG

alright what my boss told me the lifeguards work the whole week so no time to rest. I think the week after to? not sure but she told us that we gonna work a extra week and get paid more but the check is gonna be just a extra check something like that IDK ITS ALL GOOD! money is money.

i think its time for me to head back to BAY 8TH?!?!?!? this time with tennis against Ernest and hb. iam slipping off hb alot lately because i dont play alot now lmfao GYM IS FUN no lie a room full of guys lifting heavy weights DAM shiet turn me on LMFAOOO jk that was od homo ok so i was in gym and shiet i was like WTFrankie because there was this middle age woman who has a 4 pack!!!! u crazy son! but i notice that she was wearing this high tight work out pants something like that and i was like i dont see a 4 pack but a 6!!!! O.O DAM and her arms was huge but iam like FRANKIE STEP YOUR GAME UP! LOL so i started working out od! and while i was working out with some dumbbells i had 40 and 40 each hand so i was pushing it up to my chest and the last set i started to think.. and then i laugh out of no where and my right hand drop the dumbbell on my chest!! LMFAOOO i laughed because i remember my teacher said some stupid funny shiet.

Time Go by fast i still remember freshman year saying OMFG 4 more years... but look at it now 1 year to go! lmfao i hear ppl say o iam still young and u got time. i said the same thing to but u have to face the truth that times gonna bite u in the ass becasue it can take 1 blink and u realize you a senior ready. everytime i meet freshmans in my school or talk to ppl outside that are younger then me i always hear iam young and got time same shit every time. but time is ticking and u gonna start aging till you reach a certain age where u cant be saying iam young and got time no more but w.e its your life not mind. I belive time is flying by fast and next thing u know its summer again. you guys may be young right and dont care but its a matter of time when u reach a age and know that u do care, its gonna be tough because your gonna be adult and have to stop acting like a kid. I just wanna get that out because i was like this when i was young, still young right now? LOL idk i feel like iam getting old! LMFAO.anyway u dont have to read or listen to this crap i write about its your life do what u wanna do.


1 more year 1 more!
Goals!

find a job during school
Get my gpa up
study hard for sat
maybe retake some regents not happy about my scores
GET MORE BROLIC and cut up
try get in Syracuse<3 ( if i do iam get some tattoos done ^_^)

WEEEEEE OUTTTTTTTTTT

WTFANKIE

alrighty i slept like a big baby and woke up. turn on the tv and watch The Murry show been watching this show since i was 9? with my brothers. i use to wake up early with my brothers to watch that and jerry springer<3 but as we grew up my brothers got there own stuff to do and i just watch it myself and go out lmfaoo but i miss those brother to brother days LOL no homo but its ok we talk to each when we sleep because were right next to each other LMFAOO that's homo!. OKKKK the MTA CAN SUCK MY TOSIAN DICK i got my mom unlimited metro card and went to the train so i can go gym but when i swiped it said see agent -.- so i did he said they cancel the card WTFrankie! so i went home ask my mom and she said how? theres should be two more weeks and shiet then went to grand and swipe it but it said the same thing so my mommy ask the Chinese mta worker and he said they cut it off becasue of over use WTFrankie!. so he told us to call so i was like screw it and mommy gaved me a new unlimited card. i was ok went to the gym OMFG i try mad new shiet today while working out so iam like ok iam going to add this to my routine. OMG there was these three white girls and they were being trained by a personal trainer omfg i swear they never been in a gym they keep complaining Blah Blah STFU! ther was this one girl and she was like i dont sweat in a bitch way WHAT THE HELL U TALKING ABOUT she was sweating bullets!!! how u not gonna sweat??!?!?! and people call me fat!! if u look at her shes like a big ball of something. Anyway i need to go back to swimming or iam do it in the winter becasue no one swims in the winter and to me i think its a challenge because its cold and when i go to the pool no one in there LMFAOOO anyway they be turning the ac on to in the winter LOL for the pool though lmfaooooo that's why no one goes but when i swim i try not letting the temperature get to me so i think about stuff while swimming ;D.

HES COMING BACK SOONN FISH!!! Cant wait really miss him alot then we can go gym together!!! he was my gym partner but nigga mad skinny LOOOOOOOOL.


i wish there will be another workshop for work like last Saturday because i listen lmfao i really, business catches my eyes. there was this one black guy that is in the business world of marketing and he be talking about what he do and stuff that was the best workshop i had and he be using phrase like " he who fails plans to fail", " dont wake up as a loser but a winner"," Change is out there.. just follow your mind and heart"<3 these were the ones that catches me and got me hyped up becasue his dean in highschool were talking and he told the dean what he wanted to do and the dean said o really? i thought u gonna be in jail for your whole life, he was like O.O for really? and then when he started working and being successful and went back to the hs and was like YEA I DID IT and laugh at his face LMFAOOOOOOOOO. just like my principle and deans always asking me dumb ass questions that my lil baby cuz can answer one of the MOST DUMBASS QUESTION was like can u read? WTFRANKIE is that! stupid principle about to slap this fool.

you made me smile and laugh i loved it but i wanna see a more seriously side of u..jk LOL i loved the way u are<3

My mind if not with my body right now LMFAOO

i am extreme tried... for no reason :). my mind is in a different world then my body everytime i want to move my body tells me no!! but they both agree to sleep so thats what i did after work lol.
i think its because of lack of gym LMFAOOOOO. OKKK so theres like a few more weeks left before school starts iam not gonna waste my days at Seward enough is enough. iam just gonna start going gym coming home or going to Brooklyn ^_^.

ALRIGHT iam waiting for simon fish to come back so we can take sat classes and catch u

still need make a facebook LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO been saying this for the past 3 years hahaha

iam so sick and tried of this.. having someone so close to me and then its drifting away i cant take this its to much and its killing me of how i want u to know how i feel. but iam drop this and move on with my life.
" Go Hard or Go Home" 454!

My mind if not with my body right now LMFAOO

ANNIE or TONY

i just dont know!

Together and alays
Only you <3
Never gonna cheat on you
You are the one

Love you like no one else
All i think is about you
My everything

^^^^ LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


I HATE ANNIE... JK <3

Always on my mind :)
No one like you lol
Need to stop being so cute ^_^
I love you alot<3
Everyday u look like a monster lmfao

How cool you are
U are the best!
Always pinching nipples! ( love it though) ;D
Needs to stop looking good evertime i see u lol
God dam u SEXY LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


ok there this phase i heard during my workshop today

" He who fails, Plans to Fail" i just want to say think you sir for opening my eyes and realizing that i still have the chance to do what i desire and dont let anybody stop me from reaching my dream. i also wanted to thank you for showing me what u do in the business world and i would love to have job like you do. You also have my respect of what you had accomplished and i wish that i can grow up and have a job just like you.

From the bottom of my heart i wanna say thank you for opening my eyes to this world and helping me realized that there is no such thing as "FAILING".

TENNIS have to dress up for some collage shiet tomr :T

MAD FUN and funny lmfao playing against conroy was fun micheal huang sucks mad dicks. i love having the valleys against each other shiet is mad intense and funny. Any way i planing to go back to bay 8th on sunday? lol havent been playing hb for a while or maybe iam just gonna go to the gym IDK. seward is getting mad full of ppl idk why but i dont like it lol. but w.e it dont bother me since i dont go to seward that much. I WANT TO DO MAD SHIET BEFORE SCHOOL COMES OMFG!. tony was playing tennis today for like 20 minutes then he gotta go back to work lmfao nigga mad fun when he plays and conroy keep shouting out pussy when he serves lightly LOL.

OK here we go... i got a haircut becasue my boss said that i need to look good tomr becasue of a collage fair and i might get a job during school if they like me and my resume i dont mine dressing up nice but shiet is like 88 tomr?? WTF iam wear a dress shirt long sleeve grey v neck black jeans and my messed up vans? lmfao i put on the dress shoe but shiet is bad big and ugly. UGH w.e iam wear my vans.

There some stuff that i like about u and some stuff that i dont. There are wrong things about this but there are some good reasons. BUT FUCK THAT u make me laugh and happy thats all that matters :)

MAN ON THE MOON

shes always in my mind ;D

idk sometime i think about her in work during lunch time when i am by myself. Sometimes i laugh or smile and sometimes i feel disgusted LMFAO this nigga Conroy be telling me stories of stuff omg agaggjlrhhnnhlsh NASTY!. it dont really bothered me ^_^. Sometimes me and conroy be talking and shiet but this nigga be making me laugh and asking me werid questions lmfao. i love him like a brother but i can't take this nigga seriously LMFAOOOOOOOOOO. ANYWAY back to this girl! shes cool me and Conroy both agree shes a cool and laid back person I LIKE THAT ;). I HATE WORK omfg 6 more days of lifeguard and its over THANK YOU! all i wanted was my red cross license so i can try out for work places like the YMCA!. lmfaooooo sometimes me and conroy be talking about creepy moments lol shiet is funny but shes still adorable!!. but theres stuff that gets me a little but annoyed sometimes.idk why but i get use to it lol stuff that she does kind of makes me laugh :D

TENNIS TOMR!! against Conroy! early in the morning then movies?


"Music is life"

FUCKING angry and embarrassed pushed me to a limit where i cant take it anymore

MAD FUCKING ANGRY just wanna punch something right now.. it all started today when one of the teacher got a cramp and 3 of the lifeguards got in trouble 1 of the 3 was me. Me and one of the 3 lifeguard thought she was kidding around and shiet but she had a camp. and this head lifeguard went in and then helped her out and then he walked around and other teachers asked what happen. SO this is the thing that pushes me to the limit and got in a this bad mood that i never had for a while i was so angry that he told the other teachers and i saw him pointing me out? or the place that happen but i was about to lose it and cruse him out... u know how embarrassing it is to have other teachers know that a lifeguard didn't do anything and that they might not trust u... that's how i felt when he went around telling everyone. Me and this other lifeguard Anthony felt the same way the head lifeguard went to far and embarrassed me and the 2 lifeguards. It doesn't end there.... after that we went back to 301 to have a meeting and he talked to the lifeguards of what happen and how it should be i get it i accept that i was wrong to not help and just stood there but this is my first year, he had 4 years of doing lifeguard, maybe he should look back to this past 4 years of lifeguard and he might found a mistake like this and know that WE are still learning. ALRIGHT THIS IS THE THING THAT PUSH ME TO THE LIMIT. After he finished talking about how it should be... and then out of no where he slams the table and i look up and he said i was sleeping? Are u Fucking joking? like u fucking for real? and then i cant take it no more because he keep embarrassing me and attacking me becasue when he slams the table all lifeguards was looking at me i was like WTF!!! in my head i was like u know what!! and i yelled straight at him telling him that i wasnt a sleep and i heard everything he said and he continues to accuse me of sleeping becasue of my eyes?? and hand DOES HE KNOW IAm FUCKING ASIAN??? and we got small eyes?? for real i was gonna cruse the shiet out of him but i told my self that iam get in more trouble with my boss.. but he embarrassed me in the pool and in front of the lifeguards that i been training with for 6 months. U know how it makes me look like? like a fucking MORON thats why i yelled back and this nigga still goes on about me sleeping BULLSHIET next time he accuse me of doing something Look carefully at what i been doing before tacking one like thing that u think i was doing.

Keep pushing me...keep attacking me..keep embarrassing me.. next time i wont be so nice and hold back iam let every fucking thing out


Wednesday i have a feeling iam talk to my boss.. so iam tell her how i felt disrespected and embarrassed of what he did today

Perfect Girl? August!!

okkkkkk i was was watching this show at my gym that had a question about how men picture there version of a perfect girl and how they would like to be marry to one LOL. Then i started to think about a perfect girl then i realized that i dont want to marry a perfect girl lmfao becasue if u do that then the whole relationship is gonna be boring as hell like having no arguments! WHAT!!! being marry is suppose to have arguments but if u go though a relationship that everything is perfect whats the point????. Relationships are suppose to have troubles once in a while. who in the hell wants a perfect girl or guy?? LMFAOOOOOO its no fun!. Alright my version of a perfect girl is that shes pretty,dress well,cute,play sports,kind of mature,talks LOL, funny,and somewhat of a girly girl (Not bitchy omfg can stand girls like that). YUP thats my version of a perfect girl ^_^. ANYWAY AUGUST! i wanna do mad shiet!!! like nonstop fun!. i wanna do so many stuff before this month ends and September comes -.-

BBQ? Chill mad work!

Before school starts iam do this a few more times... Away from Earth LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO C9! LETS GO!!!



Pursuit of Happiness

I Just need you :)

Feel So stress free really happy to get this off my chest!

Alright! so when i woke up today GOD DAM MAD TRIED AREADY?!?! LMFAOO.So then i went to Handball School and i gotta say mike got better. played a left game against ANNIE i won but i know she won lol. then play left game against solo nigga killed me 15-2? then he gaved up -.- played doubles nigga solo gaved up. THEN went chilling with lay wah!!! omg we walked od.. was pretty fun ate some viet food!!! dumb good and i talked alot lmfao telling her whats happening in my life so far it was really good becasue i i told her how i felt and what i wanna do before summer ends ;D so glad that i have someone like this in my life ^_^ i would talk to conroy but this nigga end up laughing or calling me gay and stuff lmfao but its all good! i was having a really good time lol but i only get to see her once every few weeks.. but thats what gets me happy! we both always have some cool stuff to take about and we just laugh like dumbass LOL any way we talked about girls and stuff LMFAOOO -.-'' i hate it when she always bring up this girl that in my past i always tell her i was young and didnt know how to be in a relationship lol but now i keep telling her that iam more mature and understand what goes around in relationship and life ^_^. So some reason my chest is mad big i didnt even notice until lay wah was like why your chest so big? LMFAO iam like i work my chest alot? LOL but then she was like your belly is mad big -.- NOW IAM HYPE SHE MADE ME WANNA WORK OUT EVEN MORE!!! so iam stop working on my chest and just work on losing fat lol get skinner and develop more muscles!!!


SUMMER GOALS!

Volunteer at OCM
Meet People at ocm lol
GET BETTER AT HANDBALL
Get in shape maybe trying drop 10 pounds LMFAO
SHOP TILL I DROP
FIND A JOB WHEN SCHOOL STARTS!

HAPPY!!

Alright! i been in a stressful mood lately but not i feel relaxed, laid back, and HAPPY i don't know why but i guess today was a easy and fast day of lifeguard? WHY DO I KEEP FORGETTING THIS LIFEGUARD BAG? LMFAOO i was suppose to carry it for this week but i keep forgetting to bring it in and outside of the pool so now i gotta carry it for the next 2 weeks :( THE MOST FUCKED UP PART was the other lifeguards don't even tell me they just say U TIGHT TO me every time they pass by me LIKE THIS NIGGA CONROY but this kind of stuff don't get me piss off it takes a mad long time just to piss me off or me yelling LMFAOOO. OK i been in a good mood because i been sleeping, relaxing and just have time to myself other then having family or friends bothering u or talking to u. like was there a time where u want to be with yourself? to think about deep stuff that matters, relax, maybe laugh or cry a little about times where u wish things could be different?!. so for the past few days i been going to this park where i was little with my mom and 2 brothers. i just sit in the park and just listen to music think walk around thinking about my life of what happen so far, what i want in the future, what i want to change lol...<--- that shiet sounds mad gay right? lmfao but there's a time where u gonna realize that stuff like this matter. ANYWAY IAM BACK FEELING BETTER. hyped up excited because iam thinking about volunteering at OCM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ Fish told me that its a good place to meet ppl and his friends go there!!!! OMFG and its mad close to my home! its the summer so i gotta do something that will effect my future in a good way :D

Theres still some stuff that bothers me alot.. that gets me in a angry or depress mood when i think about it but still iam solve it when it happens or not :D but for now iam good ready to go! Feet heal up better! not that sore anymore but still went to the gym -.- someone slap me!!! LMFAOO nah iam good ready to go! LETS GOOOOO!



Kind of wanting to see this person...Tony Lam<3 LMFAOOOOOOOO NAH JKJK

ANNIE!!! ^_^

Fucking hate myself

i just hate myself so much for the past few days i feel like i been drowning in alot of stress and been feeling depressed alot... i feel this massive pressure coming out of no where pushing me down for some reason. i just havent been me lately. AHHHHHHHH just fucking hate myself!.All i been doing is falling a sleep and trying to wake up and feel better but it ends up always me feeling bad about myself. i really cant take this shiet no more..

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FAMILY PARTY WAS AWESOME!! saw my cousins cousins from china niggas had me laughing od hard becasue there this kid that is 12 years old and he is the same height as my baby cousin which is like 7 LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO took a big ass nap at my grandmas becasue my feet and body was still hurting :( shiet still hurt after i woke up.


i was feeling mad depressed today for some reason i think because i been thinking about to much stuff lately. most of it is about this person but ehh i try not to lol so i just chilled with my brothers

Extreme Tried.. ANNIE! iam Sorry ;(

HOLYSHIET played Hb none stop for like 4 hours... omfg my vans sucks and solos shoe lol shiet made my feet bleed when i got home. FINALLY ME AND MICHEAL LOST 1 GAME LOL dam i was trying to be undefeated but lose we ere close but its alright its a good way to learn :D. my feet was bleeding like shiet :( and i promise ANNIE that i was gonna job BUT IAM SORRY i was in a lot of pain... iam make it up to you ^_^

I been thinking if i made this choice its gonna effect everyone else and this bad feeling that keeps on coming back everything i think about it..my brain keep on telling me its a bad idea and dont do it.. i also made a promise to myself that i wouldn't do something like this and i try not to. i wish i have no brian wanna be a ZOMBIE! lmfao

Annie your blog made me really sad.. but your more upset then me but its ok!!! u dont need a rose to know that I LOVE YOU ^_^ just keep your smile up annie like this :D

WORD TO MY MOTHER! working at bgr tomr!!!

BGR is a horrible place to work at -.- but its all good getting payed so i dont really care plus all lifeguards are working there so i feel more relaxed ^_^

LIFEGUARD RACE!...came in 3rd :(

Haven t been blogging for a while lol so let me start out by the lifeguard race we had i came in 3rd!!!! U FOR REAL?! iam ashame but it wasnt that fair becasue the guy that i wanted to race for a long time becasue hes the best swimmer out of the lifeguards but he HAD GOGGLES -.-' so i was swiming opening my eye and shiet i saw him in front but it was hard to see so i didnt know but i was like i gotta speed up and i did.. but at the end i cam in 3rd or 2? not sure becasue ppl said u chould had beat him if u didnt move sideways LMFAO i chouldnt see so dont blame me :( so i was talking to conroy the whole day and i was going deep REAL SHIET LMFAO but chills this nigga aint a person i would want to talk to about real stuff. nigga always be laughing and making fun of me LOL. OKKKK REAL TALK RIGHT NOW... everytime i go to the gym and workout swim or run i look at the mirror and it gets me dumb angry becasue i see myself as a weak person so everytime i get angry i would keep pushing myself working out.. when i rest i always think about how my life will be like or how its gonna be fucked up if i dont start changing how iam living now.. i think about life friends and other shiet.. i gotta say it really gets me in a bad mood when i think deep about stuff becasue i guess iam afarid????? of the results if i decide to start changing or making choices that would lead to something i wont like lol SO basically i always build up this anger in me at gym and i always try to work it out as hard as i can no homo LMFAO

STEP YOUR GAME UP!<3 the phase i like to use when i go WORKOUT!!!!


ROGER THAT

LIFEGUARD OMG....

shiet is getting annoying lol

LIFEGUARD OMG....

shiet is getting annoying lol

LAY WAH MAGIC SHADES VIETFOOD!!!

I woke up early today just to go pick her up from coney island. Me and her then took the train back to coney island and we started talking in the trian about mad shiet omfg we were talkng nonstop the whole day it was really fun!. we went to buy bubbletea..shiet was nasty lmfao i was choking on the black shiet thats why i hate drinking bubbletea it taste like shiet.Anyway we started to walk to soho to shop omfg had my shades on and a outfit that matches it so we were walking on talking and going in stores lol. so as we started walking up lay wah comes out and yell at me lmfao saying that everyone one was looking at me? LMFAO i was laughing so hard but i didnt believe her..but it was ture! lmfaooooo i didnt notice but she was like look at ppl that are passing by u and i was looking and they were looking back.I think it was becasue of the sunglasses lmfao. We started to walk down from urbanoutfitters. we walked in to american eagle and i tried in a shorts i liked the blue ones but they didnt have a different size because it was big.. i thought i chould fit it but it was big i was like DAMM i lost a Pants size??. lol so i brought the shorts as we were leaving there WAS THIS CUTE ASS GIRL THAT CAME IN and she knows lay wah and they were talking a lil bit like oo i miss u and that blah blah i swear the god she was talkng to lay wah and looking at me!!! as we left lay wah was like omg did u know she was looking at u i was like YEAH i got excited!!! i am yoo shes cute though lol then we left and went to eat some viet food! shiet was good after that i went home and she went home ^_^ MY SHADES ARE SO LUCKY!!! i think it was the shades that cause ppl to look at me and her lmfaoo

143! Workout!

I been thinking a lot lately.. about to give up handball for the summer and go gym full time on weekends and after work but i might just play handball at the weekend but i want to go to the gym like 7 times a week lol. i been over exercising myself lately..but i been getting in shape now. i been cuting out fatty food and suger stuff like candy and shiet, so mostly i been eating at home and drinking water or saltz water<3 SHIET IS GOOD don't know why ppl hating on it lmfao. So i been taking my workout serious because i want to get skinner or more build. but lately my arms and chest are getting bigger because i mostly work out on those main parts. i havent been swiming but iam start tomr. Soooo far my chest and arms are getting build and i had been working on abs and it starting to show but theres alot more work i need to do. MY upper half of the build is getting stronger but the bottom half is mad weak and skinny so iam try work out on the whole body everytime i go to the gym after work maybe spend lke 2-4 hours in the gym doing non stop working out ^_^

BAY 8TH HELEN is a animal!

okk so today i woke u early and went to bay8th and dennis, alex,annie, philp, and helen were aready there GOD DAM that was fast!. there was also mad ppl!!!! at bay 8th aready. i was happy becasue it gave me the chance to play better ppl. so philp and alex got a court in the middle and we just chill in the side. i was SO TIGHT becasue though out the day they were just playing the same ppl in seward -.- i told them to play new ppl. so me and alex played on the front courts and we won. we lost to gar jin and mike.After that i was chilling with annie<3 this nigga keep hitting me for no reason lmfao and she keeps poking me!. then few hours later we left and went to 7 11 dennis drived us there and then we went to mcDs to get some food. so then we started to go back to ct and i sat next to helen in the car, she saw this bug thing and started to FREAK out omfg she was elbowing me in my left chest.. it really hurts. though out the whole trip back to ct she kept hitting me, slapping my leg, and pulling my leg hair. FINALLY she went to sleep LOL. so we went back to seward chill for a while then went and pick up simon and went home.
Roger That!

Gym,HB,Brooklyn,meeting new friends.. GIRLS AND HB!

iam take my gym more serious for now on.. iam trying to get in shape, build muscles but not that big more like cut up lol. OK HANDBALL THIS SHIET IS GONNA MAKE ME A DIFFERENT MAN LMFAOOOOOO IAM TAKE THIS SERIOUS ALSO!. Ok iam mostly trying to get better and geeing my left to be mad nice at it. playing guys is good and i can get better to but PLAYING GIRLS CAN GET ME BETTER TO!!!, ok iam get this out iam not no pussy nigga maybe in life iam but once its handball and shiet thats another story i wont take go easy on girls becasue i think of it as a way to learn and get better no lie.. iam not like those other niggas out there that sets up shots for girls to kill or score.. shiet is handball play to win or play to get better RIGHT?! iam not one of those guys that play around in handball when girls play.. i take this shiet serious becasue what i see is that girls aint no pussy shiets to. i know that Annie,Helen,Amy,Jessica,and Susan are trying to get better to and when iam at Seward i watch sometimes when they play and niggas be going easy on them? so iam like i know they want to get better and shiet.But when i play against girls i take that shiet serious no fucking lie... dont know why ppl take girls light. When i play like in bay 8th on these two girls i was giving all i got and left them on 6 BECASUE I LIKE IT ROUGH!!!! LOL!!! jk but for real no lie guys gotta stop taking them lighty because they are trying to get better. so go all out against them thats what i do ^_^.BROOKLYN!!!! is where iam settle at for a while lol i might think about sleeping over my cuzs home since its close to the hb parks. OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK MEETING NEW Friends is no easy shiet.. i mean i been going to bay 8th and its different faces every dam time, i go there.. no way in hell iam make friends there but i thought of a different at brooklyn that Fish knows where his school ppl goes there so iam try go there at friday with ernest?.CANT WAITT!!!. BUT NO LIE GUYS NEED TO TAKE THEM MORE SERIOUS IN HANDBALL! LIKE ME! SHOW THEM NO MERCY!!!!! >:) but for some reason girls wants guys to play at there best but when i watch guys and girls play its some pussy shiet like ho 5 years old play.. thats why everytime i play against girls i give it all my best like i was playing against guys!!.

Roger That!

CropSey and McDonald park is horrible... LOVE ANNIE! AMY BROKE MY BACK

So we started going to Cropsey and shiet was hot as hell. It was boring.. i was dumb tried and then we gotta walk and pick up Amy and Helen omg shiet was hurting my feet. Then we started to walk to Mc Donald park becasue amy and helen wanted to hb so i gotta carry my duffle bag with a gallon of water and my shoes and then i was holding amys bag omfg shiet was dumb heavy.. so once we got to mcd park i waited about 1 hour because i was tried and bored. i sat and listern to music, then it started raining so we left. LMFAOOOO micheal lost amys flip flops he wasn't trying to but nigga droped it. So i thought the freaking F Train was going to boardway but shiet ended up at east boardway -.-''. Then amy told me to help her since she got no shoe lol this nigga step od hard on my foot and was squeezing the shiet out of my arm. so then i decide to carry this nigga because she couldn't move that well so i carryed her up the stairs and then helen carry her then i carry her one last time lmfao MAD HEAVY HOLY SHIET i was feeling a lot of back pain BUT IT WAS WORTH IT BECAUSE SHES REALLY A COOL PERSON AND SHES LIKE ONE OF THE GIRL FRIEND THAT I HAVE THAT I CAN REALLY TALK TO ^_^. LOL then helens flip flop broke lmfao and my nigga ze hao was in the train to and he helped carry helen mad sweet this nigga lol. So Helen and Annie went to Jessica home to get flip flops. then i went back to seward get my bag and left. ANNNNNNNNNNNNNIE WAS MAD FUNNY TODAY LMFAO IT WAS THIS NIGGA THT TRIED ME OUT THE MOST LOL SHE KEPT TELLING TO HOLD THE GALLON OF WATER AND KEPT HOLDING MY DUFFLE EVEN THOUGHT IT WAS DUMB HEAVY BUT I LOVE HER ALOT<333333. i hope that i get to know her more!.


LOVE MY NIGGA ANNIE!

0-4 Games lost horrible day..

OMFG when we went to bay 8th today i was playing against this lady and this white guy and i played with this asian guy who was dumb tried lol and it was my first game and then that guy was tried out so ernest sub in and omg i thought we were gonna win but we lost 6-21. Then they gave us the court because they were leaving, then we played against these other two asians guy and we lost..9-21. So we called last again and went on a break. so i was talking to ernest about the games and shiet, nigga was tried to -.- so he told me that he didnt eat anything and stuff. So we played again against the same people and we lost..`13-21. So i was getting frustrated but i didnt show it i was like dam.. we doing horrible because ernest was dumb tried and giving them set ups my right sucks! my left was doing MAD GOOD! was kind of happy. so we called again and it was different ppl we were playing against and we lost to a lefty and a righty the lefty was good it was 4-21. Iam like dam this is the first time we did horrible in bay 8th. Then i started to talk to ernest about batting cages and other parks like TRAVELING TO QUEENS FOR HB?!??!?!. ANYWAY! i think this was a good lesson for me because i was practicing with my left and it was doing good but my right.. dam shiet sucks! lol. IAM KEEP TRAINING MY LEFT!!!. OH AND WE MIGHT GO BATTLING CAGES NEXT WEEK!!

MY BROTHERS DAY! DOING DIFFERENT SHIET!

SOOO i been waking up early for these past days.. been busy with mad shiet. ok today i went to my brothers graduation. SHIET WAS AWESOME! it was at Columbia university! it was so beautiful and nice there!. i kind of fell a sleep because the lade kept talking and i think she was faking crying?. ok after that we went back to ct and had dinner THE HUANGS<3. i also been thinking about how i should try something new in the weekends like playing tennis and hb on saturday and sunday baseball and soccer?. YOO but i deadass want to play baseball! BATTING CAGES! about to go next week!!. But going bay 8th is dumb fun but i think iam start traveling to other hb courts? like queens and other Brooklyn places. THIS NIGGA ANNIE WROTE FUCK YOU FRANKIE.... U KNOW WHAT ANNIE!! SCOLL DOWN! NIGGA


















































I LOVE YOU ANNIE LOL
PS The more you hate me the more iam love you lmfao

MY BROTHERS DAY! DOING DIFFERENT SHIET!

SOOOOOOOO i been waking up early these days.. been busy like shiet. so my brothers graduation was at Columbia university no lie but that shiet was FREAKING COOL. The place was so nice and beautiful!. so i was watching my brothers graduation and it was boring lol because they dont stop talking lol. After that we went to eat dinner THE HUANGS<3 FUCK YOU FRANKIE U KNOW WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











I LOVE YOU ANNIE! <3

ps. The more you at me is when i love you more ^_^

Annie mad G

LMFAOOOO i read annies blog and i was laughing my ass of at the bottom part shiet was funny. OK annie first of all i thought about going to bay 8th since winter! didnt have a chance to go becasue of lifeguard and school crap but now iam going when i have free time. told u seward was boring but i still love that place becasue thats where my family is :D ok annie if i see your ass in bay 8th and i be looking around to incase i see u if i do IAM RUNING!!! lmfao jk jk i love annie!!! <3. The last part where u talk about me jumping to a new group is not like that its becasue i want a fresh start. iam not gonna be messed up becasue iam not that kind of person but i will explain to u why introducing seward ppl and brooklyn ppl is not a good thing when u come to bay 8th or when i see u i tell u why... or u can ask conroy he knows!!! maybe lol. OK ANNIE U CAN HATE ME ALL YOU WANT IAM JUST GONNA LOVE YOU MORE LMFAOOOOOOO ^___^

Cropsey sucks! RIP Seward! Bay 8th new spot!!! :D

Ok i didnt have a good sleep becasue i was waiting for ernests phone call so he can be ready. i then went to my itouch to go on aim and see if this nigga left his home aready but he was online WTF!. so i try going back to sleep and i cant so i woke up got dress and walked around for a while. then i was hungry, so i walked to this place near my home and got me some big juice sandwitch and i was going to conroys home but the moment i was about to knock on this niggas door i forgot he went to iris for sleepover. so i walked my ass down and sat down in the chair next to the garbage can and took out my sandwitch and i was just about to take a bit CONROY SHOWED UP LOL and started hitting me lmfao. So i went up to his home and finish my juice sandwitch. then i waited for ernest phone call and finally got it. so i gotta meet him in the train station and then we took the d train it was kind of fast since we got off bay parkway. OMFG then we walked these two long ass 3 blocks and when we arrive to cropsey NO ONE WAS THERE WTFFFFFF!. so ernest was like lets go to toys r us since it was like across the street. I saw the most finnest thing ever it was called BABIES R US! LMFAOOOOOOOO, ok then we went to toy r us and walked around playing with toys and was playing with this iron man mask shiet was funny. we were just walking around looking at toys and i had change on me, so i wanted to this machine thing that gets the dolls out?. BUT these lil niggas were hogging that shiet iam like how the hell they got so much money for 3 years old? LOL. so we left that place and went to models. i was practing swing a bat because i WANT TO PLAY BASEBALL OMFG SO BADLY but no nigga wants to play... ok then i went to see a tennis wackit becasue iam about to start playing that shiet but omg the price was hurting my eye shiet was like 80-200 something for the good ones so i cried and left. Then we went to best buy and was playing around with cameras and other shiet but it got boring and then we left. we then went to wendys becasue this nigga ernest got hungry once i sat down this nigga was like i dont want WTF!. so we left and went back to cropsey and there was ppl there but they were young and it was still empty so i was like crew it lets go to bay 8th. so we walked for about 20 minutes and this nigga ernest got hungry -.-'' so we went to a store and he brought a sandwitch and i was tight becasue we miss the bus and waited 20 minutes for the next one. so we went there and it took around 30 minutes. THIS NIGGA ERNEST GOT OFF 1 step early and we walked -.-''. so we got to bay 8th and i was like DAM 2 GIRLS only?! LMFAO and all guys so many dicks but hey iam cool with taht ^_^ no homo. so i was watching ppl play and decide to call on this court becasue there was these two asian guys who to me looks like from the brooklyn tech team or school and i was watching them play. His partner was a left so that was a good game becasue he was good and his partner both of them was good and the ppl they were playing against. i sat there and was EXCITED to play becasue they both look like a good team to play. but then it took to long becasue they push it to 31 so i played ernest 1 v1 and spank the shiet out of him. so we walked around bay 8th so i can get use to the place and counted 9 TENNIS COURTS!!! and no one was there lmfao i was like alright just need to wait for my boy conroy to come to play tennis and hb. This nigga conroy and me wanted this from the start to meet new ppl and make a group on brooklyn like in seward becasue u know iam sick of seward lmfao but i still love everyone in seward!!!!! but i need a break from it and a fresh start so Bay 8th is the park i want to start at ^___^. so we left after and took the bus to the train and i went to herny street for lifeguard and shiet took for ever omfg shiet was like 3 hours of pain learning about where we work at. Then we left and went home. but CONROY NEED TO COME BAY 8th with me becasue we both agree to come to brooklyn instead of going to seward!. so i hope though out the summer we gonna meet at least 2 ppl there well LMFAOOOO but its so hard though becasue when i went there today it was different ppl then last time so its gonna be a pain in the ass making a new group in brooklyn :(. Anyway i WILL ALWAYS LOVE SEWARD but i need a new start and wants to get better at hb so i think this is the best choice to take becasue i want to see new ppl and make friends so it can be a new group and they can show me and conroy around brooklyn with different resturtants, going to movies, partying, and just loving each other like how i love the ppl in seward ^_^. PEACEOUT

BROOKLYN BAY 8TH SO MANY GOOD LOOKING GIRLS

SOOOO today i woke up around 9 went to fish home at brooklyn so we can meet up with Ernest. Then we just chill for a while talking playing games and stuff then we left around 11ish? and we had to go coney island to catch the D Train and it was runing on the n line WTF? so fish called his friend up to get the directions on how to get there iam like I KNOW THE DIRECTIONS U CRACK HEAD! so we got off at 18 ave and we were walking around to get some food and we saw STEVEN FROM SEWARD!!!! because he got work in the restaurant. so we talked and then we were walking around to find which side is to take the bus to bay 8th and we just walked to find good food and fish brought some bread from Chinese bakery. Me and Ernest was walking around looking for subway and we found it and this nigga didn't want buy subway WTF? so i brought the new one it tasted ok so i ate that shiet like a caveman. Then we went to take the bus and we head to the hb court AND THATS WHEN THE FUN STARTED!. We SAW ZI AND JASON THERE OMG!!! and he showed me around and then me and fish played against ernest and zi and these two girls called next OMFG the one in BLONDE WAS MAD CUTEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! then i knew i have to win so we can play them AND WE WON! omfg then the girls played me and fish and YO THEY ARE GOOD! so i serve to the blonde one because u know i got to LOL and she killed my CONER! O.O then when she serve to me and i killed her coner! IAM LIKE BITCH YOU BETTER STOP PLAYING jk jk lmfao then though out the game we took turns killing the ball everwhere so i was like ALRIGHT NO MORE NICE FRANKIE! and we left them at 6! ^_^i thought they were in hs because they seems young and i heard them talking about how hard collage is or how they wish they can be back at hs OMG COLLAGE GIRLS!!!!<3 then i got sick of playing in that court and went to this pro court and called next and i wanted Ernest to play with me but i played with Jason and we lost got left on 5 but Jason arm was messed up so i cant blame him but i was doing good!! but the guy in the left side was like A B PLAYER??? freaking GODLY! Then i got tried and sat at the stairs and chill for a while so i looked around the back and thought this is gonna be my NEW HAND OUT PLACE ^_^ theres tennis courts and basketball courts AND 12 HANDBALL COURTS! so i looked around and i noticed THERE WAS SO MUCH CUTE WHITE GIRLS AND ASIAN GIRLS THERE WAS SO MUCH! IAM LIKE DAMMMM OMFG SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so after that i went back to simons home because Ernest got a wedding to go to. i just chill for a while and went home. NEXT WEEK ON SATURDAY I AM GOING TO A DIFFERENT BROOKLYN PARK WITH ERNEST AND CONROY? maybe AND THEN ON SUNDAY BACK TO BAY 8th!!!! CANT WAIT!!! OMFG THE GIRLS IN BROOKLYN ARE SO DAM CUTE!!!!!