Lay Wah

if your reading this lay wah its gonna be long so keep up lol


Lay wah what else can i say? we go wayyyyyyyyyy back to middle school when the first time i saw u, it was when i taught u were a animal.But now u look worst LMFAOOO JK!. nah but the first time i knew u was when i went out with my first gf and today u still try convincing me to go back to her.. lol for the 500th time i am not gonna go back to her! u know why :P. okkk now we at Highschool freshman year was when me and u became friends. i remember we spent sometime talking at freshman year. Then in 10th grade we got a little bit closer lol we make fun of each other, had fun talks, and u touching me places that was a no no LOL. i remember when u cry out of no where for no reason and i was there asking u what happen? why u crying? are u alright? tell me what happen? your response was " i am crying for no reason" -__-. Then the following week u cry again for no reason..i was about to slap u!, trying to eat my lunch while watching u cry for no reason..but it did get me though i felt kind of depressed watching u cry iam not even gonna lie i cried a lil lmfao call me gay or not but its not fun for me watching someone i love alot cries but she cried for no reason.OK moving on to 11th grade!! we got even closer..deeper in to my feelings. you was the first person that i ever open up to. that i actually gave u everything i felt everything i want to say i told u. you understand who i am more then anyone, more then conroy, alex, Fish,Danny and these are the people who been in my life for 7 years? lol. i knew that if i open up to you i would get help from a girl that gets who i am. i wouldn't tell conroy and them because i dont really believe he will give me the help i need.. lol but i still love him! like my 4th brother across the street lmfao. ok back to lay wah LOL in 11th grade was the year where i want a person to understand how i really feel. how i want to change, how depressed i got over the years, how i wanna find that one person that i can connect with. you get me like no one else. During spring we got even more deeper because we started to go eat with each other and talk about stuff that was important to me. you are the only girl in my life that i can talk to nonstop about things that u care and things that matter to both of us.. as spring end and it was summer that was when i knew that you made a big change in my life, you basically change ME lol, of who i am, i learn a lot from you. Thanks to you i been a different person.. iam glad that i chose you to open my feelings to. you were different then all the girls i know..lol we bond so much i feel like i have a sister in my life<3. you helped me understand feelings of girls and guys, it was like taking another class LMFAO. in the summer we only saw each other twice.. thats not good lol i have alot of stuff to talk about when we meet next week on suday? idk iam call u lol. but i have this feeling that 12th grade is when i finally get to change and show u and the people i love that i improve as a person :D. i feel like your my angel..gay LMFAO but i feel like u are, because u are always there when i need u to talk about personal stuff lol i like that a girl that i can count on not a girl that just tells everyone.. i knew when i open up to u, its gonna stay between me and you lol, BUT U STILL TELL PPL LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. When we talk for the past 2 years lol u know everthing about me and i know everything about you. you know the type of girl i want and i know the type of guy u want!. i feel so relaxed and free when iam with you lol i dont get this much when iam around girls becasue i am extreme shy to talk to girls and guys to lol, but around u its different its like being with my family but i gotta say u understand me more then my family lol i always wanted u as a sister but were not the same i am TOSIAN REPRESENT!LOL. ok down to the deep stuff i will always love you! ^_^ i dont get why people say we go out when u got different taste in guys like new guy every month LMFAOOO!!!! nah but i am not the type for her and shes not the type for me we both know that lol. i will always need u in my life until the day i die.. i will always be there when u need me or when i need u with open arms. i will die if anything happens to you of when u cry for a reason LOL. i will miss u a lot if we go to different collage! but i wanna go California to for collage :P. your my best friend! nah chill.... YOUR MY SISTER!.


You get me i wish i can find a girlfriend that is like you BUT BETTER GOOD LOOKING! LMFAO i am being fucked up right now lmfao SORRY LAY WAH! u aready know this LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AFTER U READ THIS LAY WAH DO NOT SAY HER NAME! I SWEAR! LMFAOOOOOOO

ps LOVE YOU BIG SIS!