Haven t been blogging for a while lol so let me start out by the lifeguard race we had i came in 3rd!!!! U FOR REAL?! iam ashame but it wasnt that fair becasue the guy that i wanted to race for a long time becasue hes the best swimmer out of the lifeguards but he HAD GOGGLES -.-' so i was swiming opening my eye and shiet i saw him in front but it was hard to see so i didnt know but i was like i gotta speed up and i did.. but at the end i cam in 3rd or 2? not sure becasue ppl said u chould had beat him if u didnt move sideways LMFAO i chouldnt see so dont blame me :( so i was talking to conroy the whole day and i was going deep REAL SHIET LMFAO but chills this nigga aint a person i would want to talk to about real stuff. nigga always be laughing and making fun of me LOL. OKKKK REAL TALK RIGHT NOW... everytime i go to the gym and workout swim or run i look at the mirror and it gets me dumb angry becasue i see myself as a weak person so everytime i get angry i would keep pushing myself working out.. when i rest i always think about how my life will be like or how its gonna be fucked up if i dont start changing how iam living now.. i think about life friends and other shiet.. i gotta say it really gets me in a bad mood when i think deep about stuff becasue i guess iam afarid????? of the results if i decide to start changing or making choices that would lead to something i wont like lol SO basically i always build up this anger in me at gym and i always try to work it out as hard as i can no homo LMFAO
STEP YOUR GAME UP!<3 the phase i like to use when i go WORKOUT!!!!
ROGER THAT
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