MAD FUCKING ANGRY just wanna punch something right now.. it all started today when one of the teacher got a cramp and 3 of the lifeguards got in trouble 1 of the 3 was me. Me and one of the 3 lifeguard thought she was kidding around and shiet but she had a camp. and this head lifeguard went in and then helped her out and then he walked around and other teachers asked what happen. SO this is the thing that pushes me to the limit and got in a this bad mood that i never had for a while i was so angry that he told the other teachers and i saw him pointing me out? or the place that happen but i was about to lose it and cruse him out... u know how embarrassing it is to have other teachers know that a lifeguard didn't do anything and that they might not trust u... that's how i felt when he went around telling everyone. Me and this other lifeguard Anthony felt the same way the head lifeguard went to far and embarrassed me and the 2 lifeguards. It doesn't end there.... after that we went back to 301 to have a meeting and he talked to the lifeguards of what happen and how it should be i get it i accept that i was wrong to not help and just stood there but this is my first year, he had 4 years of doing lifeguard, maybe he should look back to this past 4 years of lifeguard and he might found a mistake like this and know that WE are still learning. ALRIGHT THIS IS THE THING THAT PUSH ME TO THE LIMIT. After he finished talking about how it should be... and then out of no where he slams the table and i look up and he said i was sleeping? Are u Fucking joking? like u fucking for real? and then i cant take it no more because he keep embarrassing me and attacking me becasue when he slams the table all lifeguards was looking at me i was like WTF!!! in my head i was like u know what!! and i yelled straight at him telling him that i wasnt a sleep and i heard everything he said and he continues to accuse me of sleeping becasue of my eyes?? and hand DOES HE KNOW IAm FUCKING ASIAN??? and we got small eyes?? for real i was gonna cruse the shiet out of him but i told my self that iam get in more trouble with my boss.. but he embarrassed me in the pool and in front of the lifeguards that i been training with for 6 months. U know how it makes me look like? like a fucking MORON thats why i yelled back and this nigga still goes on about me sleeping BULLSHIET next time he accuse me of doing something Look carefully at what i been doing before tacking one like thing that u think i was doing.
Keep pushing me...keep attacking me..keep embarrassing me.. next time i wont be so nice and hold back iam let every fucking thing out
Wednesday i have a feeling iam talk to my boss.. so iam tell her how i felt disrespected and embarrassed of what he did today
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