HAPPY!!

Alright! i been in a stressful mood lately but not i feel relaxed, laid back, and HAPPY i don't know why but i guess today was a easy and fast day of lifeguard? WHY DO I KEEP FORGETTING THIS LIFEGUARD BAG? LMFAOO i was suppose to carry it for this week but i keep forgetting to bring it in and outside of the pool so now i gotta carry it for the next 2 weeks :( THE MOST FUCKED UP PART was the other lifeguards don't even tell me they just say U TIGHT TO me every time they pass by me LIKE THIS NIGGA CONROY but this kind of stuff don't get me piss off it takes a mad long time just to piss me off or me yelling LMFAOOO. OK i been in a good mood because i been sleeping, relaxing and just have time to myself other then having family or friends bothering u or talking to u. like was there a time where u want to be with yourself? to think about deep stuff that matters, relax, maybe laugh or cry a little about times where u wish things could be different?!. so for the past few days i been going to this park where i was little with my mom and 2 brothers. i just sit in the park and just listen to music think walk around thinking about my life of what happen so far, what i want in the future, what i want to change lol...<--- that shiet sounds mad gay right? lmfao but there's a time where u gonna realize that stuff like this matter. ANYWAY IAM BACK FEELING BETTER. hyped up excited because iam thinking about volunteering at OCM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ Fish told me that its a good place to meet ppl and his friends go there!!!! OMFG and its mad close to my home! its the summer so i gotta do something that will effect my future in a good way :D

Theres still some stuff that bothers me alot.. that gets me in a angry or depress mood when i think about it but still iam solve it when it happens or not :D but for now iam good ready to go! Feet heal up better! not that sore anymore but still went to the gym -.- someone slap me!!! LMFAOO nah iam good ready to go! LETS GOOOOO!



Kind of wanting to see this person...Tony Lam<3 LMFAOOOOOOOO NAH JKJK

ANNIE!!! ^_^