Live up the Hype!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH been focusing on gym lol been going day after day but today was a day off so tomr gotta work out!. i been doing research on working out stuff like protein crap from what is the best thing i should drink that help with building muscles. then i was looking at these pills that can help weight loss so i was reading the reviews, questions and answers to it gotta say it looks like it work so i am going to go buy it on Saturday of friday when i go to the gym. lol

ahhh school coming up -__-




LIVE UP THE HYPE!

c9 up! Screw asian girls, Conroy And Amy

Friday! will be the day we gonna c9! this time we gonna try it for 4 days straight lmfao i think thats to much but we might do it like 2 days.

ahhh what can i say? Gonna move on, not gonna let this one girl hold me down when theres like thousands of girls out there in Ny lol, Same shiet happens to me w.e i get to learn from this experience but its all good because now i know for sure that i will most likely not have a relationship with a asian girl not asian but like cantos, fj, mando i wont go for. BUT tosians,Korean<3,Japanese<3 WHERE U GIRLS AT?!!? need more of them like this in Chinatown lol but i know this one girl name lizzane? half korean/half spanish from camp henry shes FUCKING CUTE and Pretty not even gonna lie if i have a chance at her I AM GO FOR IT!. Basically Iam done with asian girls, they dress the same, most of them act the same, and look the same LOL. I love having asian girls that are friends but that is about it i wont go any further :). I still like asian girls but not as alot then i use to, eh it really depends who they are that's about it. i swear if i have the chance of going to collage in California, Omfg u aready know its gonna be mad fun becasue CALIFORNIA GIRLS ARE UNFORGETTABLE!. i am still young so fuck all this bull crap that i been doing all these years chasing only for one girl and finding out something happen later on. I am done with the "Games" they play they act like boys dont know whats going on LOL we got eyes!. i just wanna date like a regular guy just date different girls and see what happens from there. Dont say that i am being horny and shiet because i am not i just wanna be free and date or just have fun. 18 is still young but i feel old LMFAO but w.e One girl is not gonna hold me down, not gonna sit back and think about her and feel depress FUCK YOU! i learn and know better thanks to my friends. Yo omfg waiting for conroy to turn 18 so we can go clubing! LOL u know dance with girls then have some fun U KNOW U KNOW wake up the next day feeling like a whole new man! LMFAOOOOOO. Conroy is a good guy well not to be but i love this nigga we kind of think a like just different taste in girls i think lol. SO AMY BETTER TREAT HIM GOOD MAKE SURE HES HAPPY AND HEALTH ^_^. Nah but all jokes allside i am happy that CONROY AND AMY is going out ^_^ amy is FUCKING COOL! and conroy is a dickhead LOL jk i love you man! but u guys do look nice together happy for u guys hope u and her last forever ^_-. YOU SEE CONROY I WROTE SOME NICE SHIET ABOUT U :D.Okkkk back to girls i wanna be in a commited relationship, so after u read this dont call me O hes a player, or a horny ass nigga, Ummm no i am not i just wanna live my life have fun find that special someone who gets me. NO I AM NOT GAY i act gay and stuff BUT NO NOT GAY LOL but i gotta say there is some good looking guys though NO HOMO JUST SAYING!. Ah i really wanna leave NEW YORK FOR COLLAGE wanna go either California or Mami!!!!. THEM OMFG TATTOS ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont know why my mom keep complaining about it BUT FUCK HER ONCE IAM OUT IAM GETTING TATTOOS but i love u mama Huang<3 but your son will be having a few tattoos LOL. OK to SUM UP DONE WITH THESE BULLSHIET GAMES GIRLS BE PLAYING gonna be myself live my life to the fullest not letting ANY girl bring me down NEVER!. Dont need a girl that doesn't take me for real.. they can just go play there lil game with other guys becasue this time i am going for a mature girl/ Non Asian LOL.

PEACEOUT! WHAT I AM I DOING o I AM DOING ME( no homo shiet like jerking off i dont do those) :)

Lay Wah

if your reading this lay wah its gonna be long so keep up lol


Lay wah what else can i say? we go wayyyyyyyyyy back to middle school when the first time i saw u, it was when i taught u were a animal.But now u look worst LMFAOOO JK!. nah but the first time i knew u was when i went out with my first gf and today u still try convincing me to go back to her.. lol for the 500th time i am not gonna go back to her! u know why :P. okkk now we at Highschool freshman year was when me and u became friends. i remember we spent sometime talking at freshman year. Then in 10th grade we got a little bit closer lol we make fun of each other, had fun talks, and u touching me places that was a no no LOL. i remember when u cry out of no where for no reason and i was there asking u what happen? why u crying? are u alright? tell me what happen? your response was " i am crying for no reason" -__-. Then the following week u cry again for no reason..i was about to slap u!, trying to eat my lunch while watching u cry for no reason..but it did get me though i felt kind of depressed watching u cry iam not even gonna lie i cried a lil lmfao call me gay or not but its not fun for me watching someone i love alot cries but she cried for no reason.OK moving on to 11th grade!! we got even closer..deeper in to my feelings. you was the first person that i ever open up to. that i actually gave u everything i felt everything i want to say i told u. you understand who i am more then anyone, more then conroy, alex, Fish,Danny and these are the people who been in my life for 7 years? lol. i knew that if i open up to you i would get help from a girl that gets who i am. i wouldn't tell conroy and them because i dont really believe he will give me the help i need.. lol but i still love him! like my 4th brother across the street lmfao. ok back to lay wah LOL in 11th grade was the year where i want a person to understand how i really feel. how i want to change, how depressed i got over the years, how i wanna find that one person that i can connect with. you get me like no one else. During spring we got even more deeper because we started to go eat with each other and talk about stuff that was important to me. you are the only girl in my life that i can talk to nonstop about things that u care and things that matter to both of us.. as spring end and it was summer that was when i knew that you made a big change in my life, you basically change ME lol, of who i am, i learn a lot from you. Thanks to you i been a different person.. iam glad that i chose you to open my feelings to. you were different then all the girls i know..lol we bond so much i feel like i have a sister in my life<3. you helped me understand feelings of girls and guys, it was like taking another class LMFAO. in the summer we only saw each other twice.. thats not good lol i have alot of stuff to talk about when we meet next week on suday? idk iam call u lol. but i have this feeling that 12th grade is when i finally get to change and show u and the people i love that i improve as a person :D. i feel like your my angel..gay LMFAO but i feel like u are, because u are always there when i need u to talk about personal stuff lol i like that a girl that i can count on not a girl that just tells everyone.. i knew when i open up to u, its gonna stay between me and you lol, BUT U STILL TELL PPL LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. When we talk for the past 2 years lol u know everthing about me and i know everything about you. you know the type of girl i want and i know the type of guy u want!. i feel so relaxed and free when iam with you lol i dont get this much when iam around girls becasue i am extreme shy to talk to girls and guys to lol, but around u its different its like being with my family but i gotta say u understand me more then my family lol i always wanted u as a sister but were not the same i am TOSIAN REPRESENT!LOL. ok down to the deep stuff i will always love you! ^_^ i dont get why people say we go out when u got different taste in guys like new guy every month LMFAOOO!!!! nah but i am not the type for her and shes not the type for me we both know that lol. i will always need u in my life until the day i die.. i will always be there when u need me or when i need u with open arms. i will die if anything happens to you of when u cry for a reason LOL. i will miss u a lot if we go to different collage! but i wanna go California to for collage :P. your my best friend! nah chill.... YOUR MY SISTER!.


You get me i wish i can find a girlfriend that is like you BUT BETTER GOOD LOOKING! LMFAO i am being fucked up right now lmfao SORRY LAY WAH! u aready know this LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AFTER U READ THIS LAY WAH DO NOT SAY HER NAME! I SWEAR! LMFAOOOOOOO

ps LOVE YOU BIG SIS!

Done with work ^ _^ now GYM ALL DAY!

Finally done with work TY! next week we getting paid two checks! WHAT! ^_^ loving it but not sure if they gonna pay us this last three weeks of check becasue its gonna be BIG but w.e we getting a extra check so iam good :D.

GYM! love it gonna go everyday next week

Shopping next week

gonna hangout and relax next week!

Get closer with my friends Next year LMFAO jk next week!
but nobody take me seriously lol


So lay wah im me the other day yelling at me why i blog about conroy more then her LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i dont even blog about conroy! lol but iam blog about her maybe in a hour or later so she CAN SEE WHAT KIND OF BEST FRIEND I AM ^_^

2 MORE DAYS OF WORK TY!

2 more days YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i was od happy that i went to henry street to check my time sheet to see if they put in my hours. She said i didnt sign my name on it i was like holyshiet that scared me thank god i signed it i guess iam getting good money next friday ^_^ and then another check 2 weeks later!!. iam glad end this summer in a good way.

ALRIGHT i missed 5 days of WORKOUT #@%!#%@#%@ thats insane! after this friday iam start going everyday lol. my brother has a gym addiction LMFAO nigga go nonstop i have a lil bit of gym addiction because it gets me hype up when i workout :D

AHHHH i wanna end this summer in a blast next week! listen i dont care what they say anymore dont know why ppl are so annoy with it... iam just gonna do it dont really give a shiet accept me or leave me thats all there to it. C9 Up!


OK i hand in my resume with the 3 of us to ps 130<3 my school! iam hope that i get in becasue i need a job during the fall.. i hope i get in lol angel making mad good money!!! this summer she worked for about 2 weeks and got about 600 DOLLARS!!!!!! CRAZYYY HOLYSHIET GODLY!

We up in the sky

...HATE This JOB

work was ok to me it was dumb boring becasue the kids in my class are mad retarded not like those kind of retarded but acting like little dick heads the whole day is to much for me. These two chinese kids mad annoying keep making the same dumb face all over again and acting like they crying and shiet i was like omfg i wanna go back to lifeguarding lmfao.

Anyway TASC better mess up my last check and my time sheets becasue these little assholes been messing up with my last two checks i think its henry streets fault wtf is going on man.. the last check should be big for me becasue they didnt pay me the fully amount from the last check it should be around 700 something from these last 3 weeks and another 120 from my last check that iam missing i be complaining about it to the bosses and they said its either u miss up with the timesheet iam like i out w.e u said on it and gaved it to u wtfrankie! iam like omfg... then she made my day by saying u might be getting back 3 checks the biggest check is next week, a extra check from henry street, and maybe another check depending on what happen on our timesheet.

w/e i hope its at least 600 something my last check..

Asian Girls..

Alright i saw something that i wasnt suppose to but it got me mad..


what i saw today got me tight but iam not gonna get mad over this becasue i should had saw this coming but i guess i got played and used for no reason.. and its a asian girl. i guess they keep finding ways to push me away from like them, i been kind of stop liking them but what she did shocked me i thought we had something but until i find out whats been happening.. iam done with asian girls mostly them cantno girls.. sick of them. i hate how u can use a guy when girls be saying guys use girls only for sex..bullshiet u act like girls that do that to and dont teaser u and then trick u in to like them and then find out something else.. i dont asian girls.. i hate being in relationship with one. i would have a asian girl friend but not a gf unless i think she and i can have a relationship where we can talk and stuff. W/E u push me away from likeng asian girls now iam done

FUCK THIS JOB

WTFRANKIE is going on!

got paid today and was not happy was not at all got less then my last check BULLSHIET i work 18 hours a week two weeks is suppose to be 36 hours and my taining was a extra 4 hours suppose to be 40 hours wtf is going on... i got paid 35 hours u for real? lossing alot of money.. and they take tax! FUCK YOU TASC alex and my brother got paid almost 400! like a few dollars away.. are u for real? like i thought this gym and the paid was the same but they keep bullshieting and lieing to us.. do they think this is a game? i dont think so becasue i go work every fucking day do some shiet never messed a day and i get paid this amount? bullshiet went to the head boss today and was compaining and he told me to get a copy so i did and gaved it to him he said to come back on monday and talk about it.. iam not even in the mood right now u wanna talk about it? we did that the last check and they said i was getting my hours back and i didnt get shiet and u wanna talk again? no.. i wanna see results i wanna see like 500 dollars in the check, then we check but right now FUCK u guys for messing up our check

fuck my boss to! she gave us 3 days to work and two days off wtf why cant she just make us junior consulars for the two days so we can get paid the same but no iam sick and tried of this.. stand up in the fucking sun for 6 hours and get paid this much and other ppl get over 300 bullshiet working as a lifeguard there is nothing but cheap labor.. working at ymca is different but this is bullshiet. our checks always look small compare the other tasc ppl i swear they are ripping us off not even a joke how our boss said its the same when they almost reach a 1000 and we are still around 600.... and they got over time wtf man i swear we should be getting a exta check this is bullshiet. its not me that is companing like a lil bitch right now its ever lifeguard at camp henry this not a good job never lifeguard there everyone in tasc should kiss every lideguards ass.

iam done working as a lifeguard for camp henry suck dicks should never be a lifeguard at camp henry they fuck up your hours.

SUCK MY TICK CAMP HENRY AND TASC

GREAT DAY fucked this lil kid up lmfaoooooooo

alright before i talk about me and this lil kid fighting iam talk about how fun today was.

SHIET was awesome!!!! me and conroy went to this water ride where theres 3 tunnels and i think the yellow or blue one was the fasteset but went on the orange one becasue the other 3 was full so conroy went to the orange one then i went shiet was mad scary!!! SO EXCITING! it was turning like od left to right mad fun! then went to this other ride which the line was faster it took us like 10 minutes to get to the top becasue the lifeguards there didnt give a shiet they were like keep going LMFAOO so conroy went on the blue one since the other two was full.. so i went after conroy YOO u cant see shiet when u went in fucking awesome!! it was mad dark all u here is water crazy so after that we went back on top lmfao and went to the white one the fastest one that shiet was THE BOMB! it was shorter then the blue one but yoo it had this huge slide that u slide off and then water splash at u DAM it was nice!. then after that it took me like 30 minutes convincing conroy to go on roll coasters nigga is a pussy at first abd then i wanted to go on the crazy organge one where it had mad turns but this nigga was like chill lets go to the little hourse crap that turns around LMFAOOO gay shiet! then we went on this water shiet!!! MAD CRAZY od water it was like raining on u. then u go to the bride and wait for the boat to come down i was like yo that shiet looks like fun.. then the boat came down and BOOM it look like a fucking wave coming at u i was like o shiettttttttttttttttttttt! it was like od water attacking u awesome lmfao. then went on this ride which pulls u up and then pulls u down yo that shiet was mad cool! me and conroy was screaming like od! lol then when it hits back all the way on top it stops for like 2 seconds and then it comes back down! omg my chest was hurting! then the last ride was the best!!! i mean it was the tallest and best ride of the park! it goes all the way up and u can see the view of the park then..... it comes douwn falling holy shiet it keep going up and down!. thats it for the park

ok this lil cocky ass kid from BGR thinks hes tough so i was playing fighting with him and he comes out with Blow for Blow? i was like wtf is that so then i was like o we take turn punching each other. this nigga conroy was about to punch him becasue he was talking mad big and shiet so i slap the shiet out of him LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO like 4 times? lmfao he got od tight!!!! the kid was like iam fight u i was like ok then i slap him again LMFAOOOOOO i was laughing but this nigga was dumb serious and he had to leeave becasue this school is there so he gotta get off the bus he was like no iam fight him first LMFAOOO i was laughing and said go ahead and the consular was like what are u doing? to the kid and was like lets go and the kid was like shut up to him and the consular was like u better go before i stomp u in your chest LMFAOOO nigga conroy was about to beat the shiet out of this kid but the kid wants to fuck me up lmfao i was having a fun ass time!.

Alright the kid is Hispanic and he thinks hes tough. OK i know i wont hurt a lil kid but if he was like my age i will fuck this nigga up iam sick of this hispanic and black ppl that be trying to fuck ppl up and talking shiet to someone in the street when there in a group idc about that but if u wanna fight and shiet iam down with that but if it was me getting jump by a group iam gonna try fight back or run but if i have a weapon i will fight back i dont care if they get stab or not. but these niggas be by them self and dont do shiet they are pussy like that thats the truth they are only tough when there in a group but alone they just walk by pussy as niggas. i will fight one on one no weapons just hands like a ture man on man fight.
but nope ppl gotta take the pussy way out but w.e they are not tough they are pussies that hide themselves.
:D

Crazy

Dam! so much crap to do this week been really tried holy shiet gotta wake up early tomr and get ready to go to work. Dourney park!!!!!!!!!!! Cant wait our boss told us we can go on rides with the kids but we cant be seen like were having fun LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WTFrankie is that? fuck that iam be having mad fun and shiet laughing with the little kids. i really love them kids..gonna miss them a lot :)

ahhhhhhhh friday is pay day WOOOOOOOOOT and my interview so i gotta get that ready and iam work on my shiet and gonna nail this interview because i want a dam job for school!


^_^

good day GOT MY OWN STEP

went to sesame street! ^_^ holy shiet the bus ride was dumb long.. and was standing up for like 4 hours in the dam heat it was crazy because the kids get to go on the rides and we have to watch out but we got a few chances to go on the ride but this nigga conroy took my chance of going to the rubber duckie ride >:I but i get to go on the roll coaster ride with my nigga peter! slept like a baby when heading back to ct these kids are mad annoying lmfao keep asking me how many hours left? how many hours left? every 10 seconds lmfao about to slap them! JK love them even though they were annoying me.

Thursday Donery park!!@$@$%@#% cant wait this time we get to go on the rides with the kids! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT mad excited!


Roger that!

iy iy iy

SOOOO woke up made late like at 10:15 DAMMM mad late for brookyln. so i took the wrong train this morning lmfao took the d train i thought it was going to where i was suppose to go so i was like screw it went to Coney island and then took the q train back and got off ave u called fish up and told him i was coming over. so was just chilling at his home then ernest came over and we just chill. i taught he was going to bowling with the seward ppl, me and fish wanted to say hi to everyone becasue i havent see anyone for like a week? and fish only saw me, conroy and ernest when he just came back form china. Then ernest found out it was cancel? idk so we just chilled talk and look at the stuff he brought back from china. fish has these earphones that are like beats by dr dre i guess some cheap shiet LOL it has a star like the superhero captain america lmfaoooooo but shiet is good, his farther was talking to me and i didnt know lmfao!!!!! then simon and fish was like yo!!! he was talking to u LMFAOOOOOOOOOO shiet had me laughing.

Dam busy busy week nonstop working holy shiet.. w.e we getting paid for it and iam be hanging out with the kids CAMP Henry<3 301! but i wanna hang out with bgr the getto kids they call me CHI CHI LMFAOOOOO

summers endin... dam! hate school but w.e miss my friends and classmates there mostly black friends lmfao all i hear is where my Chinese food at? that's all i hear everyday LMFAOOOOOO but i love them<3

CHI CHI OUT! LOL

BOOKLYN AND THE GYM

hahaha so today me and fish went to the gym work out like a normal day but nigga Simon was stugging little skinny ass nigga having trouble LOL. Cant blame him because hes in china for like two months lol but hes gonna get stronger in no time! i have faith in you!. ALRIGHT iam FINALLY heading back to BROOKLYN! gonna vist my cousin maybe if he is there haven't see this nigga in 5 months? cray.. then gonna head over to fish home and just chill lmfao. i feel so relaxed in brooklyn or in the gym idk why but Chinatown been giving me alot of stress from how i live to how the environment is. i love ct but shiet is boring and i gotta spread my wings and fly to different areas NYC is big boi! Brooklyn is really fun and relaxing!! idk why i think because when i was little i travel to Brooklyn alot lmfao because i use to live at queens which is garbage i still love it though because my grandparents still live there. iam start going places that alot of asians go to BAY 8Th! and other hb areas time to find a new home to settle!. Cant wait to go back to school lol idk why i hate it so much! but i wanna start bonding with my school friends mostly black ppl lmfao. Working out is really fun omfg its like this hype i get for pushing myself more and more everytime i go there. ^_^ LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Fish was like u kindy of got skinnier THANK YOU work my ass off lol then he said your the bottom side of your stomach is still fat LMFAOOOOOOOOO THANK YOU fish is gonna push me more and more but ty! for saying that i gotta put more work in to it! LETS GO HYPED UP!

what my black friend always says BROOKLYN WE GO HARD! LOL



" Either you in tha huddle,Or you out the huddle"

Loving Fish! Kids call me Chi Chi! lmfao

went to work today BGR<3 FUCKIN FUN played like 5 games of pool against the kids mad funny niggas be cheating and acting like i dont know! when the ball roll down hole it makes a loud ass sound and they dont think i hear it when iam watching ppl play ping pong lmfao!!!!!. The kids in the class call me Chi Chi LOL but they wont belive me so they asked Conroy and the other 2 lifeguards and they gave me some weird as names LMFAO
After work i went and meet up with fish walked to 14 st and did some catching up.^_^ we talked did some gay shit brought some shiet and just chill. i swear this nigga came back looking the same skinny as hell WTFrankie! and white as hell. nigga wants to go gym with me so i was like yea sure iam get u pumped up!. Anyway iam glad hes back now i get to have a partner at gym so i can push myself even more! but i wont have time to think about stuff since i be laughing and joking around when i have someone to workout with expect my brother because he be doing mad shiet and be going hard. but iam push simon till he cant feel his body tomr. iam sick of tried of playing around in gym its all business now u either go hard or go home that's it.

AHHHHHH next week.. c9!


Loving gym its like my second home lols i want winter to come back! because there's nothing to do but GYM GYM GYM

Roger That Peace

FISH is back

YES omgfg thank god hes back because now we can do stuff together! with ernest to like chilling at brooklyn! 3 way! lmfao. nah but iam glad hes back now its time to have some fun take some sat classes with him and look for jobs. glad hes back though!

EXCITED Sesame street and dorney park!!!! next week! for work -.-

OMFG MAD EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! next week we got a whole week of work so no rest.. but i don't give a shiet because its sesame street and dorney park!!! but we have to work LOL so all we do there is stand there and watch out for the kids but its ok because we get to have fun after 12? i guess OMFG gonna have so much FUN with the henry street kids<3 love my unit 2a 2b mad funny kids i have a little brother there called Devlin LOL nigga has a long mohawk!!! and my son is in a different group his name is jaylen<3 hes like black or spanish mix??? idk but his eyes is like light yellow mad cute i get lost in his eyes sometimes LMFAOOOO HOMO!!!. anyway thats i love jaylen and devlin!! and iam be taking the bus with them WOOOOOOOOOOT. i just cant wait!!!!!! i have a feeling its gonna be mad fun! but iam make sure no one gets hurt or dies!.. if that happens i blame myself and its gonna hunt me until i die. Thats why iam trained and ready if anything happens ALSO i download this application on my ipod called CPR LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO it has all the stuff i learn from lifeguarding but iam study just incase. so iam just study on the bus to the parks and be ready. GET AT ME LIFEGUARD FRANKIE HUANG

alright what my boss told me the lifeguards work the whole week so no time to rest. I think the week after to? not sure but she told us that we gonna work a extra week and get paid more but the check is gonna be just a extra check something like that IDK ITS ALL GOOD! money is money.

i think its time for me to head back to BAY 8TH?!?!?!? this time with tennis against Ernest and hb. iam slipping off hb alot lately because i dont play alot now lmfao GYM IS FUN no lie a room full of guys lifting heavy weights DAM shiet turn me on LMFAOOO jk that was od homo ok so i was in gym and shiet i was like WTFrankie because there was this middle age woman who has a 4 pack!!!! u crazy son! but i notice that she was wearing this high tight work out pants something like that and i was like i dont see a 4 pack but a 6!!!! O.O DAM and her arms was huge but iam like FRANKIE STEP YOUR GAME UP! LOL so i started working out od! and while i was working out with some dumbbells i had 40 and 40 each hand so i was pushing it up to my chest and the last set i started to think.. and then i laugh out of no where and my right hand drop the dumbbell on my chest!! LMFAOOO i laughed because i remember my teacher said some stupid funny shiet.

Time Go by fast i still remember freshman year saying OMFG 4 more years... but look at it now 1 year to go! lmfao i hear ppl say o iam still young and u got time. i said the same thing to but u have to face the truth that times gonna bite u in the ass becasue it can take 1 blink and u realize you a senior ready. everytime i meet freshmans in my school or talk to ppl outside that are younger then me i always hear iam young and got time same shit every time. but time is ticking and u gonna start aging till you reach a certain age where u cant be saying iam young and got time no more but w.e its your life not mind. I belive time is flying by fast and next thing u know its summer again. you guys may be young right and dont care but its a matter of time when u reach a age and know that u do care, its gonna be tough because your gonna be adult and have to stop acting like a kid. I just wanna get that out because i was like this when i was young, still young right now? LOL idk i feel like iam getting old! LMFAO.anyway u dont have to read or listen to this crap i write about its your life do what u wanna do.


1 more year 1 more!
Goals!

find a job during school
Get my gpa up
study hard for sat
maybe retake some regents not happy about my scores
GET MORE BROLIC and cut up
try get in Syracuse<3 ( if i do iam get some tattoos done ^_^)

WEEEEEE OUTTTTTTTTTT

WTFANKIE

alrighty i slept like a big baby and woke up. turn on the tv and watch The Murry show been watching this show since i was 9? with my brothers. i use to wake up early with my brothers to watch that and jerry springer<3 but as we grew up my brothers got there own stuff to do and i just watch it myself and go out lmfaoo but i miss those brother to brother days LOL no homo but its ok we talk to each when we sleep because were right next to each other LMFAOO that's homo!. OKKKK the MTA CAN SUCK MY TOSIAN DICK i got my mom unlimited metro card and went to the train so i can go gym but when i swiped it said see agent -.- so i did he said they cancel the card WTFrankie! so i went home ask my mom and she said how? theres should be two more weeks and shiet then went to grand and swipe it but it said the same thing so my mommy ask the Chinese mta worker and he said they cut it off becasue of over use WTFrankie!. so he told us to call so i was like screw it and mommy gaved me a new unlimited card. i was ok went to the gym OMFG i try mad new shiet today while working out so iam like ok iam going to add this to my routine. OMG there was these three white girls and they were being trained by a personal trainer omfg i swear they never been in a gym they keep complaining Blah Blah STFU! ther was this one girl and she was like i dont sweat in a bitch way WHAT THE HELL U TALKING ABOUT she was sweating bullets!!! how u not gonna sweat??!?!?! and people call me fat!! if u look at her shes like a big ball of something. Anyway i need to go back to swimming or iam do it in the winter becasue no one swims in the winter and to me i think its a challenge because its cold and when i go to the pool no one in there LMFAOOO anyway they be turning the ac on to in the winter LOL for the pool though lmfaooooo that's why no one goes but when i swim i try not letting the temperature get to me so i think about stuff while swimming ;D.

HES COMING BACK SOONN FISH!!! Cant wait really miss him alot then we can go gym together!!! he was my gym partner but nigga mad skinny LOOOOOOOOL.


i wish there will be another workshop for work like last Saturday because i listen lmfao i really, business catches my eyes. there was this one black guy that is in the business world of marketing and he be talking about what he do and stuff that was the best workshop i had and he be using phrase like " he who fails plans to fail", " dont wake up as a loser but a winner"," Change is out there.. just follow your mind and heart"<3 these were the ones that catches me and got me hyped up becasue his dean in highschool were talking and he told the dean what he wanted to do and the dean said o really? i thought u gonna be in jail for your whole life, he was like O.O for really? and then when he started working and being successful and went back to the hs and was like YEA I DID IT and laugh at his face LMFAOOOOOOOOO. just like my principle and deans always asking me dumb ass questions that my lil baby cuz can answer one of the MOST DUMBASS QUESTION was like can u read? WTFRANKIE is that! stupid principle about to slap this fool.

you made me smile and laugh i loved it but i wanna see a more seriously side of u..jk LOL i loved the way u are<3

My mind if not with my body right now LMFAOO

i am extreme tried... for no reason :). my mind is in a different world then my body everytime i want to move my body tells me no!! but they both agree to sleep so thats what i did after work lol.
i think its because of lack of gym LMFAOOOOO. OKKK so theres like a few more weeks left before school starts iam not gonna waste my days at Seward enough is enough. iam just gonna start going gym coming home or going to Brooklyn ^_^.

ALRIGHT iam waiting for simon fish to come back so we can take sat classes and catch u

still need make a facebook LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO been saying this for the past 3 years hahaha

iam so sick and tried of this.. having someone so close to me and then its drifting away i cant take this its to much and its killing me of how i want u to know how i feel. but iam drop this and move on with my life.
" Go Hard or Go Home" 454!

My mind if not with my body right now LMFAOO

ANNIE or TONY

i just dont know!

Together and alays
Only you <3
Never gonna cheat on you
You are the one

Love you like no one else
All i think is about you
My everything

^^^^ LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


I HATE ANNIE... JK <3

Always on my mind :)
No one like you lol
Need to stop being so cute ^_^
I love you alot<3
Everyday u look like a monster lmfao

How cool you are
U are the best!
Always pinching nipples! ( love it though) ;D
Needs to stop looking good evertime i see u lol
God dam u SEXY LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


ok there this phase i heard during my workshop today

" He who fails, Plans to Fail" i just want to say think you sir for opening my eyes and realizing that i still have the chance to do what i desire and dont let anybody stop me from reaching my dream. i also wanted to thank you for showing me what u do in the business world and i would love to have job like you do. You also have my respect of what you had accomplished and i wish that i can grow up and have a job just like you.

From the bottom of my heart i wanna say thank you for opening my eyes to this world and helping me realized that there is no such thing as "FAILING".

TENNIS have to dress up for some collage shiet tomr :T

MAD FUN and funny lmfao playing against conroy was fun micheal huang sucks mad dicks. i love having the valleys against each other shiet is mad intense and funny. Any way i planing to go back to bay 8th on sunday? lol havent been playing hb for a while or maybe iam just gonna go to the gym IDK. seward is getting mad full of ppl idk why but i dont like it lol. but w.e it dont bother me since i dont go to seward that much. I WANT TO DO MAD SHIET BEFORE SCHOOL COMES OMFG!. tony was playing tennis today for like 20 minutes then he gotta go back to work lmfao nigga mad fun when he plays and conroy keep shouting out pussy when he serves lightly LOL.

OK here we go... i got a haircut becasue my boss said that i need to look good tomr becasue of a collage fair and i might get a job during school if they like me and my resume i dont mine dressing up nice but shiet is like 88 tomr?? WTF iam wear a dress shirt long sleeve grey v neck black jeans and my messed up vans? lmfao i put on the dress shoe but shiet is bad big and ugly. UGH w.e iam wear my vans.

There some stuff that i like about u and some stuff that i dont. There are wrong things about this but there are some good reasons. BUT FUCK THAT u make me laugh and happy thats all that matters :)

MAN ON THE MOON

shes always in my mind ;D

idk sometime i think about her in work during lunch time when i am by myself. Sometimes i laugh or smile and sometimes i feel disgusted LMFAO this nigga Conroy be telling me stories of stuff omg agaggjlrhhnnhlsh NASTY!. it dont really bothered me ^_^. Sometimes me and conroy be talking and shiet but this nigga be making me laugh and asking me werid questions lmfao. i love him like a brother but i can't take this nigga seriously LMFAOOOOOOOOOO. ANYWAY back to this girl! shes cool me and Conroy both agree shes a cool and laid back person I LIKE THAT ;). I HATE WORK omfg 6 more days of lifeguard and its over THANK YOU! all i wanted was my red cross license so i can try out for work places like the YMCA!. lmfaooooo sometimes me and conroy be talking about creepy moments lol shiet is funny but shes still adorable!!. but theres stuff that gets me a little but annoyed sometimes.idk why but i get use to it lol stuff that she does kind of makes me laugh :D

TENNIS TOMR!! against Conroy! early in the morning then movies?


"Music is life"

FUCKING angry and embarrassed pushed me to a limit where i cant take it anymore

MAD FUCKING ANGRY just wanna punch something right now.. it all started today when one of the teacher got a cramp and 3 of the lifeguards got in trouble 1 of the 3 was me. Me and one of the 3 lifeguard thought she was kidding around and shiet but she had a camp. and this head lifeguard went in and then helped her out and then he walked around and other teachers asked what happen. SO this is the thing that pushes me to the limit and got in a this bad mood that i never had for a while i was so angry that he told the other teachers and i saw him pointing me out? or the place that happen but i was about to lose it and cruse him out... u know how embarrassing it is to have other teachers know that a lifeguard didn't do anything and that they might not trust u... that's how i felt when he went around telling everyone. Me and this other lifeguard Anthony felt the same way the head lifeguard went to far and embarrassed me and the 2 lifeguards. It doesn't end there.... after that we went back to 301 to have a meeting and he talked to the lifeguards of what happen and how it should be i get it i accept that i was wrong to not help and just stood there but this is my first year, he had 4 years of doing lifeguard, maybe he should look back to this past 4 years of lifeguard and he might found a mistake like this and know that WE are still learning. ALRIGHT THIS IS THE THING THAT PUSH ME TO THE LIMIT. After he finished talking about how it should be... and then out of no where he slams the table and i look up and he said i was sleeping? Are u Fucking joking? like u fucking for real? and then i cant take it no more because he keep embarrassing me and attacking me becasue when he slams the table all lifeguards was looking at me i was like WTF!!! in my head i was like u know what!! and i yelled straight at him telling him that i wasnt a sleep and i heard everything he said and he continues to accuse me of sleeping becasue of my eyes?? and hand DOES HE KNOW IAm FUCKING ASIAN??? and we got small eyes?? for real i was gonna cruse the shiet out of him but i told my self that iam get in more trouble with my boss.. but he embarrassed me in the pool and in front of the lifeguards that i been training with for 6 months. U know how it makes me look like? like a fucking MORON thats why i yelled back and this nigga still goes on about me sleeping BULLSHIET next time he accuse me of doing something Look carefully at what i been doing before tacking one like thing that u think i was doing.

Keep pushing me...keep attacking me..keep embarrassing me.. next time i wont be so nice and hold back iam let every fucking thing out


Wednesday i have a feeling iam talk to my boss.. so iam tell her how i felt disrespected and embarrassed of what he did today

Perfect Girl? August!!

okkkkkk i was was watching this show at my gym that had a question about how men picture there version of a perfect girl and how they would like to be marry to one LOL. Then i started to think about a perfect girl then i realized that i dont want to marry a perfect girl lmfao becasue if u do that then the whole relationship is gonna be boring as hell like having no arguments! WHAT!!! being marry is suppose to have arguments but if u go though a relationship that everything is perfect whats the point????. Relationships are suppose to have troubles once in a while. who in the hell wants a perfect girl or guy?? LMFAOOOOOO its no fun!. Alright my version of a perfect girl is that shes pretty,dress well,cute,play sports,kind of mature,talks LOL, funny,and somewhat of a girly girl (Not bitchy omfg can stand girls like that). YUP thats my version of a perfect girl ^_^. ANYWAY AUGUST! i wanna do mad shiet!!! like nonstop fun!. i wanna do so many stuff before this month ends and September comes -.-

BBQ? Chill mad work!

Before school starts iam do this a few more times... Away from Earth LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO C9! LETS GO!!!



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